2011-12-24T18:12:00.001+08:00

Long time, long time. =)

Merry Christmas from a new Boot Camped Adam!

2011-11-04T19:09:00.002+08:00

The shit your ego causes me.
The shit my disability causes me to do.

The shit we ended up with.

2011-09-17T20:39:00.002+08:00

Okay!

A new blog is up for the love of art- my butt.

For the convenience of school.

.totalus.

Please don't ask me how that name came about.

Nothing is up yet! And it's upon invitation, ONLY~.

Anyway, I'll be missing somewhere somewhat. If you notice, you do. If you don't, then you don't.

Because I'm trying to get used to not missing people anymore. D=

A letter to Summer

2011-08-08T17:33:00.002+08:00

New family member at home!

Okay, I don't know his/her name or his/her gender. XD

Hi, Summer! I hope all is good back in China! This is an update of your rabbit!

Okay, I hope I'm treating it well. XD

I changed the bedding today! =D I plan on changing the bedding every three to five days; depending on how dirty it gets.

Your rabbit eats A LOT. XD So I'm going to ask you if I fed it correctly. I fed it two portions of this a day;

And it finishes ALL of it in several minutes! Everytime! I feed it once in the morning and once in the evening (the pouch is for comparison sake).

So question;

Am I feeding your rabbit the correct portion of food?

Also, I took out the 'collar' that you put around it. I hope it's okay. Unless you want me to put it back on. Let me know. =D

Hope to receive your e-mail soon!

Love! ♥

2011-08-07T03:00:00.002+08:00

说谎

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡让人家不安
才会结果都健忘

我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎我何必说谎
你懂我的我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎请别以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望
我没有说谎祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

いないならどうだ？

I'm back. =)

2011-04-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

I miss home.
I miss good food.
I miss being pampered.
I miss my family.
I miss my dog.

D=

2011-01-02T23:56:00.003+08:00

Wazzaaaaa!!

So if you were wondering if I have been spending everyday sleeping and rolling on my bed, watching movies and reading books; no, I hadn't. XD

So I went back to uni for a workshop till new year eve. Both Colbie and Kyou went with me to try out the dresses that I made and we had a pretty fun time exploring new places. 8D The workshop was in general, just work. Helping my lecturers facilitate people, get to know them and what they do (that would do me much good in the near future XD) and... Have fun! So I met some people who are really nice, helpful and friendly; and some who wanted to bring me home with them. XD

I celebrated eve with half the Subang gang. Meeting JacJac whom I've last seen perhaps a year ago (actually, A TAD MORE!), Rain, Fen, kiD whom I've not met for... TWO OR THREE YEARS!! And Cho, Iylia, Edo, Min and Elder. We went to Look Out Point, had some honestly horrible food, not to mention insanely overpriced and oh, horrible, disgusting food. Great thing that both Edo and kiD got a cake! ♥ We chatted, catch up with each other till it was near midnight and we waited for the fireworks. And sure we saw a skyline with much fireworks, pretty much everywhere around KL. XD It was fun and quite an experience. Minus the food. Oh, no.

Welcome to a new year!

I spent the first day of the year with those whom I truly love; you know who you are. =)

Shopping, lunch, dinner, chill. I think it's a pretty pleasant way to start the year.

And on this very day, I am back to- work. XD I hadn't had a sleep that is longer than six hours for the whole month, considering that I have been trying to catch more sleep in the past months on a more healthy lifestyle kind of note. Hahaha. XD

I woke up pretty sick today from the awesome lack of rest, I really wonder if I'd actually get back to my old lifestyle of... Two hours a day. XD Life is great.

There is a trip planned on the 7th to 10th (so I will be away to have some fun and hopefully, SLEEP!), dropping by school on the way back on the 10th to get myself registered for the next semester. In between the days till school starts will be more work (see if I'd be scheduled) with the store (I'M BACK, STARBUCKS!).

I would really like to steal some time away from everything and watch the stars up high. =D

Oh, I love living life.

2010-12-28T22:27:00.004+08:00

Ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

ASSESSMENT IS FINALLY HISTORY!!! ♥

But I'm still on not-a-lot-of-sleep-time days. =(

So... ANYWAY! LIFE HAS BEEN EXCITING; so exciting that I have no time to rest. XD

I don't know where to start.

School has been taking so much of my time that I had time to only eat instant noodles. No joke. I came to realise at the end that I had spent (perhaps) times that I should have used to work to have a little bit of fun. That eventually caused me to rush overnight for daysssssss.

Bad choice of time investment.

24th and 25th December
After the whole school thing (and Eve dinner!!), was CHRISTMAS! So on Christmas day was work and dinner. We talked SO MUCH about our pets (dogs and everything else), it was so fun. =D Not forgetting eve dinner that was SO AWESOME and Monopoly was... Unbelievable. XD

Minus the whole present thing for the year (I didn't give out any =/), it was solemn. Though I did not give anything out, I am really thankful for the thoughts that others had of me. =DDDDD Like one of the most awesome present was...

A PAIR OF SLIPPERS! ♥♥♥

So there was one day where I lost one side of my slipper, MONTHS ago. And I never got it replaced. Then finally! Someone ACTUALLY remembered, realised and saw my need with that. XD And got me a pair of green flip flops that I honestly so appreciate.

Dear Lord, let not Noel bite it. Amen.

26th December to present
I've been traveling back and fro from school and had been partying (in a good way; WAY BETTER than hitting the clubs XD) with wonderful people and have delicious food in abundance. It was like partying every single day. Much fun came out of it, funny moments, bonding; it was just fantastic.

Okay, basically everything is in a nutshell and I just don't know how to start. But you get the gist that I had a tremendous time. XD

I'll be driving back to school again for a workshop tomorrow till new year eve. Then another dinner and two parties that I'm juggling at the back of my mind- swell.

Talk about busy. Busy partying. XD

Merry Christmas and a great New Year ahead!

2010-12-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

Speaking of Noel, that silly boy that I miss. =(

I have been away for camp during the weekends and I am now back in school and likely not going back till Christmas. Which is... Sad. Forget about them presents. (T_T)

Camp has been rather fun on an overall. I wished I had got to bond with the group more before I left. Oh well.

Message-wise; suffer well.

Yes.

On a Noel-note. He is just tooooooooooo spoilt and I am just toooooooooo weak with him. We have all come to realise that it is not easy for me to leave the house or get into the house whenever I get back. He would whinewhinewhinewhinewhinewhinebark until I come out that would go over ten minutes- well done. For one, I truly thank God that there are people at home to keep him company. I would be pretty devastated if I were to come back and realise that he has some severe separation anxiety going on when I wasn't around.

HOWEVER!

I think he is pretty smart! 8D Three days, adding together the time of not more than an hour, he has understood the word 'seat'! And 'stay'! All he's got to learn next is not to climb on me, then I'll let him into the house. 8D

Silly dog. ♥

2010-12-04T23:13:00.003+08:00

Noel is fine, but he just wouldn't want to bathe. And it's taking the whole afternoon out of me.

While school work is critical at this time, I'm working as slow as ever with work and appointments for the weekends till Monday with only seemingly Tuesday untouched.

Wednesday is back to school. Thursday is wth attack. Friday possibly heck rush.

But.

I am missing your company and being a tad stupid.

I need to stop this. (;____;)

2010-12-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

Okay, update.

I can't think of anything that I've done throughout the time except for work or procrastinating from work.

Maybe some out time with Takeshi.

A little more fun.

He finally shamelessly called in for the second time to ask me out.

I HAVE A DOG!!!

2010-11-23T12:01:00.002+08:00

Update! After such a long seemingly emo time.

School has been okay and end of semester will be on the coming 23rd of December. I have, indeed been occupied with school work and occasional fun during the weekends (okay, it was more than occasional)!

Pictures. I hadn't been taking much pictures, really. Pictures aside, these past few weeks has indeed been fun and rather eventful. With the likes of;

Matt was having such a bad steering problem, it wasn't even funny. Alright, it was funny to me. But to my dad's dismay, it was simply too dangerous for life's sake. The power-steering fluid was entirely dry in it's tank, I was driving over 200km in a week with sheer brute force on the steering wheel. Ah, was uncalled exercise.

I had also been traveling to places that I have never been to before! aka Klang! My never being there was a lie. I have been to Klang quite a few times in my life, but that was when I was between five to ten. And I never fail to sleep during the journey. XD

So I was going to Klang to get some stuff for school and Takeshi was going to meet up with me, but hey. My phone died half-way because I am cool like that. XD I had totally forgot to charge Sheepy the night before at the same time forgetting that I will be using the GPS throughout the journey, I set out at noon and was half-stranded somewhere, somewhat, somehow.

Good thing there were people with good sense of direction in the area that guided me to the right roads; thank God.

I parked at this Jusco that I came across on the way, had a drink and had my phone charged for a bit. Picture? YES!

It was raining outside, but I was feeling so sunny;

So we met up and walked around, then stop by his place to have my phone charged while we crapcrapcrap for way too long to mention, omn.

By evening, we headed out to the Indian street to look for stuff that I needed to get. A little bit of a rush, but it was fun. And we had dinner, some food that I've never had before and we got home.

Waking up to the next day was simply nonsensical and hilarious, come to think about it. We got up around mid-noon but stayed in bed talking for the next three hours and more till we moved our butt off the bed and head out in the evening.

Going to another area to look for myself, we went for dinner with his friends and watched Skyline before I left Klang for school.

Overall, I came to realise that Takeshi has been really hospitable to my impromptu visit. =)

THE REST OF THE WEEK WAS ALL WORKWORKWORK, or at least, trying to. (>.>);

In all honesty, I'm in the studio procrastinating at this very moment. Tells you much if you find much incoherence throughout the post.

宿題したくない！

(TAT)!!

2010-11-08T03:49:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the millions of disappointing moments that I have caused you.
Selfishly inflicting pain to your heart of purest love.

But I love you.
And I know you love me too.

Give me some time to grow up.
Help see me through it.

Because we are made for us.

Signed,
I miss you.

2010-11-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

Baby, you are so hilarious that I don't even bother with tags right now. XD

Man, stupid-charming, but I like you.

2010-11-03T02:26:00.004+08:00

The Little Prince is here to coax me to sleep.

Let's face it.
Life is not fair.
A bad girl and a great boy.

You just want to tell the whole world when you are so in love.

♥

2010-10-13T01:56:00.002+08:00

Finally! A brief break from work. 8D

I think I really get into good spirits whenever I finish work and get to do some pampering.

Well, I've pretty much finished my marketing write-up now and what's left is just printing and if I happen to wake up earlier in the day or so, I might do another page on acknowledgement. What's left is a mood board and two quilting. That makes me start thinking why am I here now...

ANYWAY! I've got stuff to share!

So we went to a night market one day and I was super cranky from the drive back home from uni. Then I saw people selling those toothbrush holders and I said to myself aloud that they look very cute and I'm terribly tempted to buy them. But. Will I ever need them. Because I am the queen of over-buying.

The following week, I got back to my hostel early after class and I suddenly decided that I should clean my toilet. To my horror, though I did my best to keep the place clean and possibly as dry as I can, my toothbrush out of everything decided to go for dives after dives. And I thought at that very moment, I need a holder.

For him, for her.

Because it was cheap! For two! I got two. 8D So smart. And cute.

"Hello. My name is monkey."

"And I have a brother."

"And my brother has a brother too."

Oh, I really enjoy my lame humour.

On that very same say, I got myself a pair of these indoor sleepers that are... Way too funny to let go. XD

I couldn't help laughing at it and at myself for actually buying and wearing it. XD

Okay, bai.

2010-10-06T06:08:00.004+08:00

OMEGAH IT'S SO PAINFUL!!

P/S: SAILOR RABBIT 出来たよ！ ♡

This is madness. It's still VERY PAINFUL. (TAT)

2010-10-03T02:19:00.003+08:00

Ah, I am in such good spirit.

- I got some VERY CUTE lip balm (and something else), you would love it so much too!
- Did a manicure and a pedicure.
- Took a hot shower.
- Good fatty food.
- Great company.

This just feel so good.

2010-09-29T02:07:00.005+08:00

Reporting live from the land of nothing-ness, on Luc!

What an F5-Ctrl+R fued I'm having.

Okay, after an hour or two of editting, HAVE SOME PICTURES!

They might not be in sequence, so yeah. XD

Well, until say, around a month back, it was all just school, school, school and a little bit on my room. XD

So have some of my school stuff!

This is one pretty big spanning structure that started taking the sleep out of me.

"Helooooo~, Sheepy. ♥"

Warzone.

Random pictures in and out of class. We sure have more, but... Surely, they are not with me. XD

So you've seen my melodramatic story with bugs in my room, have a look at my room. 8D

Pre-one month. And =( for my locker. D=!!!!!

And~~~

POST-ONE MONTH! ♥

Did I also mention that we got a new notebook? 8D

Meet Adam! (okay, you can guess it from the picture, save me captions) XD

I know, it's so awesome. Let me just do a zoom on one of my favourite things in the room. XD

From Cambodia, with love. ;)

I have also added some new stuff during the past week!

Ahaha, I like. XD

Alright. Sometime in the middle while I was having some off time, my sisters along with Eugin, we made a trip over to my place and to Port Dickson. Sad that it drizzled pretty much the whole day, so there was no sun on the beach which is... Well...

BUT ANYWAY! They helped me moved in some stuff my dad got for me and so on; most of all, help me pump this air bed that I was so... Sceptical over. XD

Super jump-shot! ♥ That went wrong. XD

Talk about doing your own thing. XD

And they terrorised my wardrobe for clothes.

I have quite a bit on this, but this would do for now. Edited ones are with Adam.

I took my sister out on Raya day to Sunway Pyramid and I figure, THIS IS A GOOD PICTURE! XD Okay, we spent the whole day there looking for a magic mushroom that we ended up not finding. le drama.

That very day at night, we made an impromptu trip to iCity for... Sightseeing? XD

We went there to look at the lights and all that that they put up because we are... Well, we've never seen them before. Do something before you die! XD

We took bajillions of pictures, it's crazy.

Also... I did quite a haul on make ups in the past months, ah... Don't ask.

This was one of my palette that came. Making their way are lenses, powder, shadows, foundations, blushes and so on. Ah...

Maybe I'll do a seperate post on this or something much much next time.

So there goes a pretty big spam on everything. Now that I think about it, I wonder why didn't I take a picture of sailor rabbit. XD

In summary, was occupied with school for a month, occupied with play for another month, and now back to school for until... To be announced. XD School has been fun, however. Though it gets pretty annoying in a people kind of way, once in a while. Other than that, I guess I've been enjoying myself quite a bit. XD Of course, hard work would still have to come because candy doesn't fall from the sky~

Going around doing research can be pretty fun when it involves going around malls, checking out items and if you dare, walk into a famous boutique and do a semi-sitdown; which reseach is pretty much so most of the time. XD So yeah.

And today, what a dilemma. I have no towel. =( I only realised that I left it at home when I came back in the evening after class. So I went to get one. 8D

Just so you know, it looks so much better irl because it's got a pretty green. And why do I even talk about it; BECAUSE IT'S PRETTY and IMPORTANT. XD

Oh man.

P/S: Forgive me when it comes to typo. I'm skipping proof read today.

2010-09-26T05:35:00.003+08:00

I don't want to watch One Piece anymore.

BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP.

(TAT)!!!!!

オダッチって、テメー何か最低な〜

2010-09-23T01:28:00.002+08:00

Happy Mid-Autumn! =D

Aha... I had been occupied with sleepless nights, catching up with One Piece, shopping, traveling, class and so on, I honestly had been lazy and doing very little. XD

I have some pictures edited and whatnot, and if I happen to have nothing much to do (which I shouldn't minus reading up some books for class or if I have extra homework to do by tomorrow), I will make the extra effort and do a photologue.

Quite a bit of story to tell and I did quite a haul on make up products (you wouldn't believe; I didn't) and... So on.

I should try and go to sleep. =(

P/S: ONE PIECE IS STILL SO GOOD! ♥

2010-09-18T04:45:00.002+08:00

One more you is enough to make my head spin, my heart thump for the next three months.

Sadly, it did not start, it is not happening and it will not end.

This is us.

2010-09-13T01:46:00.003+08:00

I guess 'tomorrow' did not come. XD

I have been filling in time back here at home with plenty of meetings and catch ups. To name a few;

- Karaoke!!
- College outing/reunion.
- Beach trip.
- Shopping.
- Uni stuff.
- Doramu.

And so on. Quite a bit of random outing, like the one we had today! We went to i-City, before that there was a Korean lunch, met up with people and... eeteecee. I really enjoy being with my team, in the car, blasting and singing to... Justin Bieber. For real. XD

We have so much in mind that we want to do. Oh, TIME!

Adam has been beautiful. ♥
Life has been beautiful. ♥

Though I kind of got into... Some minor trouble with people from uni and whatnot, COME WHAT MAY! I am ready for school. XD

~~evenmorereadyforwednesdaysmicsession~~

I have been having trouble sleeping lately, too. =/

But I am pretty worn out now. XD

Well, just a quick random update.

School, I really hope that we would be having so much fun together in the coming... Three years.

2010-09-08T02:25:00.003+08:00

Lately, I've either been too occupied or just bad with time.

Update tomorrow.

Hopefully. XD

2010-08-25T22:30:00.006+08:00

I'm back! But I will be gone again tomorrow. =/

Just so you know, I have been well. =) Work all day long, being among fun company and playing the love game once in a while. I really wished I had brought my pictures back with me, then I'd do a much fun and thorough entry, because it has indeed been fun! With gists of drama, of course. Drama doesn't seem to leave me far at times. XD

It does sound a little too cliché, but it is good to be home. I hadn't been home for the last weekend and waking up on my bed in my apartment on Sunday morning had indeed felt strange as if I were waking up in someone else's bed instead. It was foreign. For eight/nine/ten days, I had only cold water for shower. Might sound too much, but hey! It's true.

Cold water in the middle of the night (that's usually when I take my shower if not in the evening) had contributed to my catching a cold and eventually a fever on last Thursday. I was in a pretty bad mood to know that I wasn't in good condition to drive home, a.k.a. not being able to go home for the weekend (and I have piles of work to do). However, I am really grateful for several friends who took the initiative of getting me meds and making sure that I take them and stayed warm. It felt horrible to not be able to go home with no meds and definitely having almost nada knowledge of taking care of myself when I fall sick. Vice. So I was way too touched and thankful for these people who had made the effort to make me feel better being faraway from home. Hopeless, I know, but I don't care.

My parents and my grandma came to visit on Sunday, however! To see if I was still alive. Sure they would, for I am important. XD I mean that literally. ♥ So that kind of made up for my weekend away from town and life for one quarter of the lost. By the end of yesterday (Tuesday), I had realised that it was such a luxury and privilege to actually bath with hot water. Like, for real. Man.

Staying away from home had also meant making a home elsewhere. I had spent a little bit more time with people from uni and... I like to think that I am making closer casual friends. (>.>); I honestly think so. I am deprived of close friends like I do at home by... A lot.

Story on that next time.

Regardless! I am back! For now. And (hopefully), on a relaxing break until mid September. I would still be occupied with my portfolio during this period of time. Don't ask me how many portfolio(s) I have, or what I have to do that I keep on portfolio in and out all the time. The answer is many and many to do. I might (though I hope that I don't have to) travel back and forth to do my editing back in the land of nothingness. I suppose I would miss some of them, though. If I had leave that place for too long. Or we mightn't since we wouldn't see each other much anyway. Aideekay.

But yeah.

I wish for an Adam.

lesigh

2010-08-03T00:35:00.004+08:00

Hello, visual adventure!

36 (not including the tiny ones and those of other shapes and sizes) of them, I picked them up by hand- and counted.

When I came back from the shower and opened the door, I saw all these where-are-they-from-insects-I-don't-know-and-what-are-they-called-I-don't-know, that infested themselves in my room when I was away. Aideekay, man. I didn't pay much attention to them until my housemate told me to watch out for bugs. Ah... I got jinxed.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand noooooooooooooooooooooooooow~!

* I'm such a winnar!! 8D

But...

(TAT)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* You should also notice my awesome 'submition' spelling. XD

OKAY, JOURNALSLEEPBAI!

P/S: I realised I hadn't post any pictures of my room. Perhaps soon!

2010-07-29T23:40:00.006+08:00

Reporting from the land of nothingness! With loads of things happening and at hand, no kid.

School has started for around a week for me (now), and surely it has been as if I've started school some months back and every single day, I'd spent an average of seven hours in the studio; seven hours of pure rush and deadlinesdeadlinesdeadlines, intense. In reality, it's only our (my) third day starting my studio sessions, but MAN they feel so long and there's this sense of nostalgia. It was like half convincing me that I was (maybe not born) made for this. I miss j00, bad boyfriend. ♥

Much has happened during the weekends and all that.

School + me + him + issues = near-breakdown, semi-death emotionally

But I'm good. XD Thank you for ALWAYS being patient, understanding, thoughtful and everything else. Awesomest lover ever! Deserving ♥♥♥!

I'll cap quick because I need to crash soon.

Classes though short, has been fun. =D Being annoyed by people once in a while is inevitable, but I'm glad how the good has always been able to out-weight the bad. I've been making friends and... It isn't as bad as how I thought it would be nor did it go according to how I thought it might turn out, so... Call it unexpected or just unthought of. XD

People I enjoy seeing and talking to, Raji, Rumby and these few guys whose names I couldn't recall. I'm really glad for the charisma these people has and how comfortable it is to be around with. Summer, who I got... Very close with during my studio sessions and thank God for English. No joke.

Wouldn't believe it; Chinese love songs *mental AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!s*.

Baby不要再哭泣　這一幕多麼熟悉
緊握著你的手彼此都捨不得分離
每一次想開口　但不如保持安靜
給我一分鐘專心好好欣賞你的美

幸福搭配悲傷　同時在我心交叉
挫折的眼淚不能測試愛的重量
付出的愛收不回　還欠你的我不能給
別把我心也帶走去跟隨

每一次和你分開　深深地被你打敗
每一次放棄你的溫柔　痛苦難以釋懷
每一次和你分開　每一次Kiss You Goodbye
愛情的滋味此刻我終於最明白

幸福搭配悲傷　同時在我心交叉
挫折的眼淚不能測試愛的重量
付出的愛收不回　還欠你的我不能給
我才明白愛最真實的滋味

好想你.

2010-07-26T13:04:00.002+08:00

Hello, rain.
Welcome back with the drench;

It'll be different this time.

2010-07-24T01:24:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOO!!

Well, we had to make a deal that I shower first then I'll get to go online and update and then journal about what I've updated. Tedious. XD

Honestly, there are SO MUCH to write about. It would probably take hours to recount them. If not the whole day. Instead, I'll do recaps on what has been on lately. =D

From the beginning of them month, I've been looking into unis slightly a little bit more seriously. While I was doing that, I was preparing (or at least trying to! XD), doing some surveys on possible situations that I would and or might face in uni (I'm very paranoid; I know), perhaps, a little getting ready and quite a bit of karaoke here and there. XD

Nav's been back, so instead of all the 'hit the club' story that more than a handful would do, we hit the mic with our superb vocals of d00m! And had some great blast of a time. XD I'm so proud of ourselves. XD With my awesome persuasive (was it even?) power, Nav who never had a liking towards Justin Bieber, ACTUALLY came to like him after well, spending time with me. XD Not that I am a fan, I don't even know why! XD I've anyway concluded that once you're attached to someone, you tend to pick up random things about them. Maybe that was what happened, that... We pretty much assumed and settled with. XD

Our pick had also been Mizz Nina ft. Colby O' Donis' 'What You Waiting For', calling for sexy ladies from Kualalala Lumpur! XD Too fun to miss out. Better than your average Lady Gaga. ;D

My move-in to uni was abrupt and naturally, I'd think that I've got everything (if not everything, almost everything) covered. Very proud, naïve and even stupid/silly. XD On my first day in my hostel, things that I've never ever thought of in my entire life (literally), sprung it's way to the core of my brain, pestering and convincing me how much I really need it (which I do) until I had finally got them; a floor mat and a broom. You wouldn't believe.

The moment I step out of the shower, I literally didn't know where I should stand. Sad, but true. (TAT) Life sure has been real and... Big. How these tiny things make it's way to my everyday life and making it big, I don't know how it got there, but it did. XD

My first week of orientation ended today (with The Book of Eli!). Well, the week hadn't been downright bad. I was just not very fond of not starting in time and all that. Other than that, it was pretty fun in it's odd and funny way. Which I did quite enjoy myself with. 8D Like our inside jokes of a senior being a bouncer, serious (yes, rather XD) conversations on how men might not survive a lied-to KL lifestyle and so on. Thank God for people with charisma and smiles. =)

AND BABY! I finally got around to buy strings and restrung baby- oh how lovely is my little Saenwyn. ♥ Thank you Keng Lik for being my driver/slave/servant when I was back and Yee Young for doing the same. =D Thank you!

If you wonder if I cook. Well, I don't. XD And I don't plan to. Though! I am very tempted whenever I think of canned soup! That I still very much enjoy in the (cold) nights and it works very well for me to cheat myself off as pasta sauce that I am quite skillful of doing. Self-proclaimed. XD So, what I do is... I eat out. All the time, minus breakfast which I don't usually take anyway.

So, lifestyle in campus?

Eat, sleep, eat, sleep, class, eat, sleep, seat around, read, eat and sleep.

Couldn't ask for more. XD I eat so much more there than I do here in KL, trust me on that. I don't know how it happened, but it happened, and it happened so. XD

I'm still considering if I would bring Luc there this weekend or the coming week when I go back. I might likely appreciate the free time to sort my portfolio when I'm not reading. Or play some Farm Frenzy. XD

Don't bother asking about wifi. As of the first week, I had totally no access to the internet from my hostel. The only time I'd go on for a bit to check on my e-mails is in the morning when I get to the orientation hall.

I actually do get very sleepy now. How school changes a person, unbelievable.

Yay, I've got people to coax me to sleep! XD Not that it would ever be hard. XD

Good night!

2010-07-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

Omenya, these days has been so filled-up, it's rather unbelievable.

And it hasn't ended.

AND I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY!!

AND I HADN'T PACK!

AND I'M PANICKING!

AND I'M CLUELESS!

AND I HAVE TO MOVE!

And Kev, where are you?! (TAT)!

2010-06-30T16:06:00.001+08:00

A face that I miss.

2010-06-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

I was packing just now, but I was distracted by my camera and now... Consider that I am half-packing; with my whole body seated in front of Luc and the end of my mind is packing. XD

It has been a pretty busy week!

Right after camp, I have literally been flooded with appointments, meetings, ~~slotindatingcough~~, last-minute plans and you-name-it.

Enjoyable, but- TOTALLY EXHAUSTING! XD

Saturday (12th) to Tuesday (15th) was family-camp by the beach. 1/3 of sun and beach, 1/80 of cellphone, 3/10 of sleep, 8.5/10 of fun because I was just missing and thinking of you so much. =(

I guess if I had really tried harder to be still, I would have gained more. Regardless, it was a good time. =) I really miss being around the church and enjoying each others' company so simply.

ANNNNNNNNND! I learnt how to waltz. NO JOKE! XD

Wednesday (16th) was a day out with the girls and music. Music > Shopping > Dinner > Company. Epic throughout the day! XD

After such an exhausting weekend, I don't know why I ever thought of breakfast in the morning. (=A=) Where pretty much everyone didn't wake up in time. XD Good thing we didn't book movie tickets the night before or we would have either missed it altogether or slept during the screening. This is us. XD

THEN IT WAS KARAOKE TO IT'S EPIC NATURE FEATURING; Soloist Hika, Couplet Yumi-Kyou, Lady Eiko and wannabe-deejay Yuu!

BEST EVARZ!!! XD

Night time was a half dental consultation with my queen who is now back and getting thinner, omenya.

Dang. XD

Thursday (17th) was... XD!!!

In short, Andy woke me up so early to exercise, was out the whole day, sure-KO.

Friday (18th) was our 一家三口! 8D

Secret day. XD

Saturday (19th) was work and family day!

Sunday (20th) was family day too~. =D

Everyday in the past week consumed so much energy off me that every night when I get home, I slumped on the bed paying so little attention. =/ Then, I don't sleep well. When I wake up, I didn't have the luxury of remembering that I am waking up to another blessed day with someone who is thinking of me day and night. (T_T) Fail in life, I know.

Sorry, love. (;-;) This week, I'll make it count more. Promise!!

Okay, pack. (T-T)

2010-06-11T03:55:00.006+08:00

Hello, you!

I'm in my first week of being 'unemployed', yet I don't seem to feel anymore at ease or less tired compared to before when I was working. =/ Okay, maybe a little. XD

Photo-logue!

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Old picture, but I'd like you to see it. XD

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This is my indignant baby who simply cheats me off my food and has no sense of remorse over it. Well done.

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Nerd-alert!!

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Just what sort of crack were we taking on that day, I don't know. But it was a definite good time. =D

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Aha! I have finally shipped over my toys and had them washed! The feeling of walking into the room having (clean) lovelies to come back to makes me feel all fuzzy inside. =D

Meet Terry, Santa, Herald, HJ and the other three who I've yet to name. XD

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Made a present; thank you, genius. XD

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For the love of you, one of the onyx came off while I was doing some shopping. I got so panicked I immediately looked around for places to have it repaired. Then I was told that all I need was super glue. So I sent a quick text to Eiko asking for super glue. It felt like my heart sank like a stone dropped into a deep lake. XD

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Dinner at The Apartment. We'd one day open The Condominium. XD

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Birthday was such a solemn affair this year. Aaaaaaaaaaand, I only have one cake, compared to four in the past two years that was... Outrageous. XD This cake was Charmaine's idea. =D

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Being able to see you, though through a tiny screen and to see you smile was the best present. Though you are always so forgetful and hardly ever timely, I had really missed you. Using the perfume that you used to use, I smell half like you and so did my clothes. XD

I wasn't looking forward to Wednesday at all, especially when you're reminded (I was reminded) that you're getting older and more responsibles are waiting for you and it's as natural and expected of you to take it up, obligation or not. I was in return amazed by how I actually took the whole day replying to texts and thanking people for remembering which was very encouraging (responsibles are still a bleh-factor and I hadn't forget about it) that somehow turned the day a little more purposeful. Thank you. =)

We learn, I learn to thank God for the seemingly tiny blessings that he bless me with.

I'll be going for camp for the weekend and have I packed?- no. XD It's going to be near/by the beach (I DON'T KNOW!), wished you'd be there. I'd imagine that you're around, if it doesn't rain at night and if we get to have a short stroll by the beach. =D Bet it'd smell like you.

2010-05-31T02:48:00.003+08:00

You wouldn't believe what happened to me.

Ah...

Everyday has been quite eventful. That said by;

- Listening to the same music everyday.
- Seeing the same people everyday.
- Doing the same thing everyday.

I realised (again) how much you actually do learn every single day even when you are on a routine and how they can be the simple luxury in (my) life. Omenya, I like this. XD

On a more 'eventful' note (honest), I was taking a shower yesterday and my skin was actually peeling from last Sunday's trip.

Oh, we had this really awesome trip to Sunway Lagoon with my partners, but it ended up as a couplet trip for me. =/ NOT THAT I AM COMPLAINING, but I would have really enjoyed a great group outing with your own Johnny Depp and Justin Bieber in your team, and so on.

What happened; we got to know charming beach boys, met beautiful girls, play and slept under the sun. AND! Got a superb sunburn. Best thing evarz! XD

"Hello, sunshine. I just got up."

Don't assume that when you think you've got much melanin in you than others, it excludes you from peeling-skin. I learnt that. Just yesterday.

On perfume-notes.

I've been taking Euphoria Blossom to sleep nowadays when the days seem a little warmer. Though I'd one day find that one good day and take One Summer 2009 to sleep when it gets colder, because I like waking up to it when the day is wet and damp- when I wake up (I wouldn't say 'in the morning' because I don't wake up in most mornings XD).

John will hate me.

They say when you really like someone or something, you'd naturally spend both your available time and money on them. To which personally, I fairly agree. One of these handful of men whom I love in my life, I can't wait till he starts wearing the stuff I got prepared. XD

Dang, I miss you. (;_;).

2010-05-28T05:27:00.005+08:00

There are always things for people to ponder- all the time.

I was reminded that I had a bowl of corn in the microwave for supper to finish after reading a note that was left on my keyboard.

I went down to the kitchen. Sat by the table and started to scoop spoonfuls of it into my mouth.

I thought of Nora. It was one of those idle-moments.

I thought of Nora and I thought of Dora the Explorer. Such a close name. I wondered if she would have that short-big-funny hair like Dora. I giggled inside.

A name I was only acquainted with minutes ago; Nora.

Still scooping corn into my mouth and it crossed my mind. What was he thinking when he named her 'Nora'? Maybe it had meant something really beautiful in his language.

It struck me. The names that you give to children, they will follow them for the rest of their lives. You must really name them well.

You know, I have plenty of names for my children. I was suddenly very concerned.

What should I name you?

Fairly unrelated, perhaps. My reading yesterday was on several chapters in the book of Genesis. I have every intention to really finish the book this time.

One of the reading that appealed to me was what Cain answered God when he asked Cain where was his brother, Abel;

"I don't know," he replied. "Am I my brother's keeper?"

I was reading that on the bed before I switched to the bean bag and looked for readings on Judas Iscariot.

He repeated the question to me as I seemingly continue to read on. Amazingly, he knew that it bothered me.

I said, "Isn't he?" as I remembered stories from this rather popular book, 'My Sister's Keeper' or something.

"Why not?"

He looked at me and seems to be giggling inside.

Am I?

2010-05-18T00:17:00.004+08:00

As the time gets closer and seemingly shorter;

Going back to school is getting more and more real.
Leaving the country seems to be more and more possible.
Having no more chances to communicate is getting more and more true.
Not coming back seems to be more and more like it.

And I'm kind of hungry now.
Sayang was right about mushroom soup. Too bad you're not making it. =/

2010-05-13T04:57:00.003+08:00

I woke up a little earlier today and went home to get some of my stuff. I again, suddenly realised how many clothes I have and how many that I hardly wear or had ever worn. It was scary to an extend, really.

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I was driving to work from home (and late) while Meteor Shower started playing on the player, then it started to drizzle; it was such a hot day, the sun was out.

I remember you.

I drove home. Vanilla Twilight played this time.

"I'd send a postcard to you, dear. 'cause I wish you were here."

They say, "You are too selfish."
They ask, "Why didn't you say that you'd be there?"

I say, "Because where he is, I cannot go."

"Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink, I'll think of you."

And I lie awake and miss you.

2010-05-10T02:58:00.006+08:00

I've been seating in front of Luc for perhaps nearing three hours contemplating if I should or would actually update; because I simply feel too foreign with all these now.

You would have had a great guess if you've guessed that a lot has happened as of late- it sure has.

Before anything at all, well, how are you? XD

I've moved out from the comfort of my artsy-den to my grandparents' house. Slowly, but surely turning this room into that one-of-a-kind place too. Flooding the room with more and more fragrances (my new obsession, I admit, really), defying the law of finances to be a perfumista-wannabe and always working towards a good sleep every night. Expensive, trust me.

Other than my insignificant hobbies of shopping, buying, using and being in ~~love~~ infatuated (that in all honesty mean quite a bit to me) and work, there are certainly bigger and more important things/events throughout these time.

Please forgive me for being 'invincible' throughout as I was doing a lot of contemplating on several seemingly important matters in life (omenya, it sounds so horridly major XD) that... Is actually worth my invincibility to a certain extend.

As I browse through my old posts all over the place (here, journals, Cy, notes, etc.) roughly six months to a year back, I snigger at the fickle-minded-ness of my persona. I am amazed by how stubborn I am and how plain idiocy and senseless passion can really drive me to do so much. XD Astonishing, if you ever knew. And how inexpensive and worthless they can later be, all proven within the span of a year.

A year is really not that long, if you come to see it. I'm surprised that it took me so long to see through this pattern that I've had all these years as I grow.

I was also looking through my picture folders and came across pictures that I'd most certainly be giving plenty of random one-liners. XD And realised me being me, is me.

In other words;

Other than the handful, everything else is nothing to me.

My dad has always told me, "You're keeping too much trash," and sure enough, I have. I did not just kept trash-things, I kept trash-people too.

I should really start cleaning up. It should be now.

And, welcome back, love.

2010-05-05T14:57:00.005+08:00

Good afternoon, sunshine.

2010-04-19T02:35:00.002+08:00

Goodbye, Hesperus.

2010-04-11T03:47:00.002+08:00

"Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer."
- Romans 12:12 -

2010-03-26T01:32:00.004+08:00

Well, Sheepy suddenly went out of power so my entry was deleted. Oh well. Recap, then.

Well, hello. From my last entry, I am still well and alive. =) I am however still down with a pretty high fever from yesterday and I had taken a day off from work to rest. Hopefully it will subside by the time I wake up later.

I guess the fever came around from... Last Sunday, but I didn't quite realise it because I was occupied with work and the going abouts at home. Then I thought it was just the usual fever that I'd get. You know I'm good with mental stress, but perhaps a little lacking on it's physical counterpart. XD God is fair.

As much as I really wanted people to tend to me, only Eiko and Hika did. I guess you can not afford to ask for so much when there are more important things happening at home.

I think Sheepy's playing 'Daisy' by Alex of Clazziquai (I'm updating on Sheepy, if you don't know). I'm not sure, because I can't read the Korean title on Sheepy, but I really like this song. It always makes me feel all fuzzy inside. X)

And Alex is such a charm. I have a friend who actually looks a lot like him and a fair gentlemen in his own ways, but I doubt he sings as well. XD Try listening to the song on Youtube or something. It's a lovely ballad. I like ballads.

Listening to it makes me think of some things and it makes me grow really fond of them. Random thoughts starts now.

1. If life is meaningless, then tell me why; all these that I do not understand.
2. I know what the stars are telling me. I do.
3. I never quite understand how they fall into places so well and in such a fitting manner, but I know; it can and it will.
4. That two words; they will not be enough.
5. Elizabeth and her Prince is set for life.

You need not worry. I'm looking after myself pretty well even when you're not around. I've set alarms to take meds and Tiger is around to keep me company. =)

Love you much.

2010-03-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

I never thought of going online, but when I went on Sheepy and I saw the amount of messages that I received, I figure it would have been more easier to reply them on the computer. But it seems like I'd end up doing this half on Sheepy afterall.

Hmm...

If you ask, I will tell you that I have been well. And surely, it has been and it is.

Today, several things occured and they have been fairly unexpected while I was found dumbfounded as the day progresses; the day doesn't wait for me. One that struck me most hard and had totally threw me off guard was a text from my dad. I never really shared anything too personal here and I wouldn't now either.

I went to where he was and when I saw him, my heart broke a billion pieces.
He knew what was in my heart; I really hope he does, though my gestures were minimal.
I believe he knew that I was sobbing, but he didn't tell me to come closer nor did he tell me to stop.
I know it's not that he didn't want to, but he just didn't know how to.

You are my Superman; the epitome of my alpha.

I don't know how to live a life without you.

There is only one time in my life when I do not know how to live. And that time is now.

2010-03-12T15:34:00.003+08:00

Oh wow. XD

ivegotabearwhosnameistiger

Work time! ;)

2010-03-12T02:04:00.002+08:00

The sensation of going online, I totally forgot how it was like. XD

Just randomly;

1. Isn't Photobucket terrible for always pixelating my pictures?
2. ISN'T LIFE GRAND? XD
3. Omenya, I miss you.

Honestly, I'm so tired and having putting up with updating Luc is... Maybe I'll ask my dad to do it when I'm not at home. XD

Baby Matt is paying the workshop a visit on Saturday~. Which means~ no car. XD

2010-03-05T04:08:00.005+08:00

"As simple as things are, as exciting as things go;
One of it is yours.

As simple as lives are, as exciting as lives go;
One of it is yours.

As simple as people are, as exciting as people go;
One of them is you."

Tell me about shaping life without you;
IMPOSSIBLE. XD

2010-02-24T01:02:00.004+08:00

Whoa, yeah! I've come to do a quick-fun-fast-brief-photologue! chancesareitwontbefastoranythingnearthat. Quick re-cap!

Remember the wedding? 8D

It's a diva-thing. You've got no idea.

Looking good? I know; trust me. It runs in the family.

Hello~, boy~ ♥

This... Runs in the family too. XD

Okay, that's the wedding. Don't tell me about the editting, I tried. XD

As of me~

I know I hadn't been actively updating anywhere; basically it felt like I was wiped out of the face of the earth- I know. BUT! I'm not!

I've indeed been rather occupied with workworkwork. But trust me, I love me job still. XD I've been so occupied with work that I hadn't got the luxury of going online, really. And it's also true that I didn't really want to go online either. The only times where I ever use the computer was... At the store doing managerial work. XD

I've also been doing more things away from the computer; yes, that's true. I've been trying to make a change in the way things were and had been in the past... I don't know how long. XD Regardless, I simply have plans, resolutions to have things changed and have them be for the better. SPEAKING OF RESOLUTION!

I hadn't been jogging. omenya. (;-;)

And if you've been wondering if I was really well and sick-free; well no, I hadn't. (T_T) I really thought I was in for a good change from the norm. Proved that I wrong when I spent more on med fees and the awful sensation on the bed x 6716746746554154. Hoooooooooooorrible.

In regards to happenings as of late, it includes having Sheepy serviced for the 537464476 times and FINALLY! I think it's really working well now! XD I've also been attending classes and met people. =D And~ I'll also be moving from the house soon.

I hadn't decide if I'd move close or a little further from home (home as in, home, this home XD). I initially pretty much forgot about it till my mum asked me the other day if I've packed and am ready to move and perhaps come back during the weekends. Not that I think it'd make much difference.

iknowyouthinkmymumwashopingthatidleavethehouserightithinksotoo. Oh so heartless. XD

I hadn't been able to meet my family that much if not at all ever since I started driving to work. Not that I really want to, my dad would never want to pick me from work if I close. =( Or wake up so early in the morning if I'm opening. (T^T) The drama.

However, life has truly been great and full of excitements. =D Tiger has been my very loyal companion throughout all these time. We're like velcro, that we've not been apart for more than eight hours (I don't think we've ever been apart for longer than that, I think) in the pass few weeks. XD SO AWESOME!

He'll always be on the passenger seat in the car whenever I'm driving. Occasionally in the store with me when I'm working (if not, he'd be in the car, waiting. hence the eight hours). I'd go shopping with him in my bag or simply just hugging him all the time. He'd definitely be sleeping next to me. XD He smells like me (only, really. I smell a tad better). When I meet friends, eat, etc., he'd be there.

This, is velcro. ;)

With that, I will now end with a brief mention of my schedule to the end of the month.

Wednesday is cloooooooooooosssiiiiiiiiiiiiing.

Thursday is hopefully being able to wake up by lunch, get my silver-wares for deep cleaning, do some shopping and finish what I've planned and wanted to do from the past month.

Friday is my royal banquet. 8D

Saturday is another royal banquet. =/

Sunday is EEEEEEEEEEEE-OOOOOOOOOOO-EEEEEMMMMMMMMMMM! And... A plot session if I can steal some time from the day. So awesome. XD

Well then, stalkers. XD

2010-01-31T02:34:00.003+08:00

Updating outside the house in the car listening to Epik High! How epic is that? XD

I like being with Matt. =)

A lot of interesting stuff has happened from my last post. I was a little too occupied with work and whatnot, I hadn't got the leisure of going online. Let alone blog. XD

Quick recap on a few things that has been very interesting as of late and hence I repeat it a gazillion times to almost everyone;

1. I changed five pieces of tires in the span of ten days.
2. My uncle's wedding.

One.
My dad changed a set of new tires on a Saturday. On the very next Wednesday, I punctured it. I had it patched the next day. Then when I was away for the weekend, my dad realised that the tire was still leaking air. We figured that maybe the people did not patch it properly. So I went to another workshop on Tuesday. When they took off the rim, we realised that the insides were flaking. And hence, I HAD TO CHANGE ANOTHER TIRE. (TAT)

Two.
Oh, it felt like as if I was the one getting married. XD Pictures will come muuuuuuch later. XD

It was a great experience and maaaaan, I was totally on retro channel, like for real. XD

Quite a bit happened at work and out of work. Like Sheepy's screen went all KO, my super adventures with Matt, traveling stories, workworkwork, family stories and events; you bet I was busy. XD

I'm really glad and thankful that somehow, I did not die or got sent to the hospital throughout the events. Especially! When I hadn't rest for more than five hours in three days and I had to look after the store for 18 hours+; I think that was super. XD

He was looking after me! 8D

Okay, I can't wait till I get my schedule for 1st of February. Big day, big day. XD

Oh wow. This took me half an hour to do. Good night. The moon looks pretty round and bright tonight. =)

2010-01-30T15:53:00.003+08:00

SPEED UPDATE IN ONE LINERS! 8D

18 hours all work, AWESOME.

You, me, you, me all the days, AWESOME.

No sleep all work and play, AWESOME.

Now to work, even awesome. XD

I'll update more when I come back. About Matt.

2010-01-10T04:36:00.002+08:00

Tadaaa! Baby Matt is now... BAAAAACK!

But he's going to be away again next week for another week or so to get his parts replaced and stuff. Hmm... Matt, I miss you. =/ I miss you even when you're just outside.

Anyway~ I just realised that I hadn't had Luc on for nine days when I've finally beat my really tired self to go through my e-mails and stuff yesterday. Oh, the horror.

It's really such a distinct difference from a year ago when I can't even leave Luc shut down for more than nine hours. EVER! (OAO)!!! I'm sorry that I worked you so hard. (;-;)

Quick and fun update!

New family member;

Tiger!

May Tiger bring the family (and me, of course XD) much courage to face the year ahead and to be bold! And strong!

Please spare me. I'm bad with names, I know. XD

Like, Man U-epic. XD

Wait for the next Liverpool edition, if I ever go jogging anytime soon. XD

And now~

Dear candidates of RBS 2009, if you are reading this, read on! =D

It has been plus-minus a year since our time in school and new candidates are up! I urge you to remember them in your prayers and may they too find great company like many of us did in the midst of lovely people and in his presence.

Thank you for you.

And I miss you. =)

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Listening to;

MONKEY MAJIK; I MISS YOU

2010-01-04T23:18:00.001+08:00

You see, I was so occupied with work that my mind naturally thinks of nothing but work. It's really got it's pros and cons.

But when things start to go really fast, or really slow, he'll whisper something into my ears and my mind'll starts it's play.

We share a secret; three of us. One of us is the middle man. But unfortunately for me, he tends to not leak a single thing to me. Instead, he'll look at me in the eyes so piercingly and say,

"Wait."

Oh, you. XD

2009-12-31T01:40:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry that I wasn't able to consistently update 12-12 in time. =( I've been pretty taken up with work, I didn't quite have the leisure of going online much. Even now, I'm taking time from sleep to do this bit. Appreciate it!

Well, I could do a summary on the months, rather than doing those long stuff that I have in my journal, but I figure you wouldn't really get those hidden stuff so I'd perhaps save you the confusion. XD Sorreh~

The new year is coming and in all honesty, I do hope to have a good and healthy list of resolutions for the year. Well, I kept one of mine (out of two) this year! XD I tried hard.

In summary, I think the year has been productive and surely, much has happened.

I got my first job; and I love it.
I got promoted.
I fell in.
I fell out.
I fell in again; and he caught me. =)
I did silly things; and I learned how it's okay to be silly sometimes. XD
I made choices; right and wrong.
I was rewarded for the right ones.
I had to pay for the wrong ones.
I certainly learned much. XD
I earned much.
I lost much.
I told the ones who I thought was impossible, "I love you".
I was encouraged.
I was discouraged.
I failed.
I was failed.
I tried.
I believed.

And most of all,

I learned how to appreciate you. In good times, in bad times, you, you, you.

I mean, perhaps things just go both ways, I guess. XD At the end of the day, I would certainly wished for more. But surely, it has been well. =)

I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THIS SOUNDS SMART, but oh well. Appreciate it still. (T-T)

I wish you a Happy New Year and may you get to see the fireworks! =D

I wish, I hope and I pray that you are well, safe and among those who you love.

And of course, you know I love you, baby. (^^)

2009-12-24T02:46:00.001+08:00

Snow Holly

ft. Elizabeth and Eric.

ここ。

2009-12-22T03:11:00.003+08:00

Life with you is more than this.

知るんだ。

そしてあなたと; together, eternity is possible.

This much I'm sure.

いないなら、どうするんだ。

2009-12-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

Baaaaaaaack! Summary, camp was 좋안다!

Sometime back I was talking with King about how I think this year has been quite a productive year for me. Then he suggested that I do a twelve-day count down to New Year, one month a day. Surely I have LOOOOOOOADS to thank God for, but I'm just going to write a portion here and save the rest for my journal. XD I know I should have started from the 20th, but I was so caught up doing this year's Christmas illust that my eyes got really tired. (;_;) But have this!

Here comes 12-12. 8D

January

1. I remember you on New Year's Day and I was just so angry with you. XD
2. Kokopelli!!
3. Wooooooooooork.
4. Super New Year shopping spree. XD
5. And Super New Year eating spree. omenya.

February

1. Ar-Bee-Es.
2. 1st February.
3. Valentine-Work adventure!

That's so much. XD

I would like to share some stuff from camp, but perhaps some other day. =)

I sound most boring, I know. XD

2009-12-13T03:15:00.003+08:00

20081226
Bye, Nic.
Hi, Eric.

2009-12-12T01:39:00.002+08:00

Honestly, I'm really glad that I managed to sleep pretty much for the whole day on Thursday. XD Oh! I think it was just so good! XD Then I went shopping (oh meh... 내돈아...) and had a really good dinner with Eiko and her sister at Petaling Street. It was almost surreal! Walking around in Petaling Street at night, looking around at stuff, chomping on freshly roasted chestnuts, IT WAS JUST SO GOOD!

But when I got home, my eyes got infected (it was from some dust stuff at home, I think) and they got so swollen and painful. Then work, home and work again. I don't know if the party went well, AIDEEKAY! But I'm glad it was run till the end and I kind of enjoyed myself and being able to meet people who I've been looking forward to see for a bit; it was all good. (^^)

I really don't want to, but... I'd really like to get a few more CDs for Christmas and stuff. (T^T) I kind of miss music, actually. =/ I hadn't been listening to any much (unless you count those from work XD). I can't wait till Baby Matt comes back!

And, IT'S HERE!!!!!

2009-12-10T02:04:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry that I forgotten to update about my meeting with the doctor. XD If Cho hadn't ask, I would have really forgot about it entirely.

I went to the doctor after work last Wednesday, it doesn't look like I'm going to die anytime soon. So I'm all good. XD Though the doctor is suspecting that I might have asthma or some breathing/lung thing going on, aideekay. XD The insides of my nose inflamed some bit and was super congested. So I was given more meds for the nose which... Never really was to my liking. And I don't know why she doesn't want me to run a blood test.

Quick cap on the past few days;

BUSY! I finished sewing my coat/jacket thinger for Christmas and well... It was okay. It was done fairly fast this time round, I must say. =D And last week when I went to shop for cloth with King, I swoon over this LOVELY SNOWFLAKE LACE!! I got some of it and... Maybe I'll make a dress or something just so I could use it and hopefully wear it out one day. XD Oh, it really is so beautiful. And we went window shopping for fragrants and oh my! I like that. XD

The rest was just work, work, work, planning, a little shopping here and there, very little sleep.

AND SO!

I would like to do a nice journal after reading some chapters from Proverbs (December mission!) after this and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep till I wake up on my own. XD I hope my phone doesn't ring at all. I had to just leave it on just in case you know, last minute changes from the store, must-pick-up calls, all that. =(

Of course. Good night! XD

2009-12-08T02:56:00.003+08:00

r - e - d

2009-12-06T01:51:00.002+08:00

I seem to be on Sheepy more than I do on Luc, nowadays. XD

I'm at my grandparents' place, just finished work and barbarically chomping on my nasi lemak supper.

Aideekay, man. I'm humgry!

I'm just around to attach the pieces of my coat together to see if I did my draft correctly. A little impatient, yes. You just don't know how I want to get started on the lace now! XD

And now, I go!

2009-12-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

December is here! This year, I think I'm not going to give presents. XD Oh, yes. I'm serious.

But!

I do plan to send things out. We wouldn't know what it might be. But surely, I'm going to send it with loads of love and thoughts. XD

Send me your addresses if you want it. E-mail me if you don't want to leave your addresses here. Or text me!

I'm telling you; ask and you shall receive. Be shy and proud and you'll lose much!

P/S: Today was a bad day, but my partners cushioned me through. It could have been better, but hey! It could be worse! =)

Cheer up. Not everyday is a rainbow day. But that doesn't mean rainy days can be entirely devastating. =)

2009-12-01T02:38:00.001+08:00

"Men, love your woman and treat her right.
Women, love your man and forgive him graciously."

He told me this, or something like this. XD I thought I had it written somewhere, but I couldn't find it. I hope I remembered it correctly.

Something I thought I'd like to share. =)

And finally, I fainted. Yay. XD Good thing it was on the couch. My temperature in the past two weeks has been high as well. I'll try to make a trip to the doctor this week~

Please pray that they're not symptoms for something really bad. I don't want to die of leukemia. XD

2009-11-27T23:53:00.005+08:00

Remember this post that I did about The Little Prince (you could find it under 'book' in the label)? I actually ended where I ended that time because Eiko was already outside of my place and I was late leaving the house. I don't quite exactly remember if I finished the book on that day itself. I might have, I might not.

Either way, every book has an ending, every story has an ending too. Let me spoil it again. XD

SPOILER AHEAD!!

I ended at the end of chapter 21. The book has 27 chapters in total. The previous post had pretty much summarised the parts that I like earlier in the book. XD Or at least, what I thought was 'thought provoking', aideekay. Anyway...

After the Little Prince has left the fox, he met a railway signalman. The Little Prince asked what does he do and the railway signalman tells him that he sorts travellers 'in bundles of a thousand'.

"And a brilliantly lit-up express train, roaring like a thunder, shook the signal-box as it rushed by.

'They are in great hurry,' said the little prince.

'What are they looking for?'

'The locomotive driver doesn't even know himself,' said the signalman.

'It is an exchange.'

'They were not satisfied where they were?'

'No one is ever satisfied where he is,' said the signalman.

And they heard the roaring thunder of a third brilliantly lit express train.

'Are they pursuing the first travellers?' asked the little prince.

'They are pursuing nothing at all,' said the signalman. 'They sleep in there, or they yawn. Only the children press their noses against the window-panes.'

'Only children know what they are looking for,' said the little prince. 'They dote on a rag doll and it becomes very important to them, and it it is taken away from them, they cry...'

'They are lucky,' said the signalman."

The story is actually told by this man who met the Little Prince as his plane crashed in the desert. Throughout the book, the author tells of what is happening in the present and of stories and adventures that the Little Prince tells him about.

At the present time, it has been eight days since the author's plane crash and they have been running out of water. They were in the middle of the desert searching for water and they found a well.

"The well we had reached did not look like the usual wells of the Sahara. The Sahara wells are simple holes dug in the sand. This one looked like a village well. But there was no village here and I thought I was dreaming.

'How strange,' I said to the little prince, 'everything is ready: the pulley, the bucket and the rope...'

He laughed, touched the rope and set the pulley working. And the pulley moaned like an old weather-cock when the wind has been asleep for a long time.

'Can you hear?' said the little prince. 'We have awakened the well and it is singing...'

I did not wish him to make an effort: 'Leave it to me,' I said to him, 'it is too heavy for you.'"

He helped the Little Prince pull up the bucket of water;

"'I am thirsty for this water,' said the little prince, 'give me some of it to drink...'

And I understood what he has been looking for!

I raised the bucket to his lips. He drank with his eyes closed. It was as sweet as a festival treat. This water was something entirely different from ordinary nourishment. It was born from the walk under the stars, the singing of the pulley and the effort of my arms. It was good for the heart, like a gift. When I was a little boy, the lights of the Christmas tree, the music of the Midnight Mass, the sweetness of the smiling faces, all made up the radiance of the Christmas gift I received.

'The men where you live,' said the little prince, 'grow five thousand rose in the same garden... and they do not find what they are looking for...'

'They do not find it,' I replied.

'And yet, what they are looking for could be found in a single rose or in a little water.'

'Yes, indeed,' I replied.

And the little prince added: 'But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart.'

I had drunk the water. I was breathing easily. The sand at sunrise is the colour of honey. And I was very much enjoying this honey colour. Why then was I feeling such grief...

'You must keep your promised,' said the little prince softly as he sat down beside me again.

'What promise?'

'You know... a muzzle for my sheep... I am responsible for this flower...'

So I took my rough sketches out of my pocket."

When the Little Prince first met the author, he had the author draw him a sheep. And he did. He first drew a sheep that is in a box for him. Followed by a rope and a post to keep the sheep tied when the Little Prince brings it back to his planet and a muzzle to keep the sheep from eating his flower.

The author sensed that something wasn't right and the Little Prince told him that tomorrow will be his anniversary where he first landed on Earth. He then learned that it wasn't by chance that the Little Prince was in the desert from the moment he met him eight days ago.

The very next evening when the author came back to look for the Little Prince, he saw the Little Prince talking to a snake.

"He said to me: 'I'm so glad you discovered what was the matter with your engine. Now you can go home...'

'How did you know?'

In fact, I was coming to tell him that, contrary to all expectations, my endeavours had been successful!

He didn't reply to my question but whispered: 'I too am going home today...'

Then he added a little sadly: 'It is much farther away... It is far more difficult...'"

-

His gaze was grave and lost in the distance.

'I have your sheep. And I have the box for the sheep. And I also have the muzzle...'

And he smiled sadly."

-

But he said to me: 'Tonight, it will be a year... My star will be just above the spot where I came down a year ago...'

'Little prince,' I said, 'tell me it is just a bad dream, this story of a snake and of a meeting and a star...'

But he did not answer my question. Instead he said to me: 'What is important cannot be seen...'

'Yes, I know...'

'Just as for the flower. If you love a flower which happens to be on a star, it is sweet at night to gaze at the sky. All the stars are a riot of flowers.'

'Yes, I know...'

'It is the same with the water. The draught you gave me was just like music, because of the pulley and the rope... you remember don't you... it was sweet.'

'Yes, I know...'

'At night, you will gaze at the stars. Where I live everything is so small that I cannot show you where mine is. It is better like that. My star will just be one of the stars for you. So you will love looking up at them all. They will all be your friends. And I have a present for you...'

He laughed again.

'Ah! Little prince, my dear little prince, I love to hear that laughter!'

'Precisely, that will be my gift... as it was with the water...'

'What are you saying?'

'The stars mean different things to different people. For some they are nothing more than twinkling lights in the sky. For travellers they are guides. For scholars they are food for thought. For my businessman they are wealth. But for everyone the stars are silent. Except from now on just for you...'

'What do you mean?'

'When you look up at the sky at night, since I shall be living on one of them and laughing on one of them, for you in will be as if all the stars were laughing. You and only you will have stars that can laugh!'

And as he said it he laughed.

'And when you are comforted (time soothes all sorrows) you will be happy to have known me. You will always be my friend. You will want to laugh with me. And from time to time you will open yours window, just for the pleasure of it... And your friends will be astonished to see you laughing whilst gazing at the sky. And so you will say to them, "Yes, stars always make me laugh." And they will think you are crazy. I shall have played a very naughty trick on you...'

And once again he laughed.

'It will be as if I had given you, instead of stars, a lot of little bells that can laugh...'"

-

"He was a little discouraged. But he made one last effort.

'It will be nice, you know. I too shall look at the stars. All the stars will be wells with rusty pulleys. All the stars will pour me some water to drink...'

I said nothing.

'It will be such fun! You will have five hundred million little bells, I shall have five hundred million springs of fresh water...'

And he too said nothing more because he was crying...

'Here it is. Let me go on by myself.'

And he sat down because he was afraid.

Then he said: 'You know... my flower... I am responsible for her. And she is so weak, so trusting. She has only four tiny thorns to protect herself against the world...'"

And the Little Prince stood up, walked forward and allowed the snake to bite him.

In the past several months, I've been talking to several friends. Some who are really precious to me, about people who has left us, about the divorces they are going to go through, been through, they struck a lot of fear and sadness to me.

Some just doesn't understand why, some just don't want to know. Some just regretted what they did, some just regretted what they did not do.

The book came up to me around a week or so back and I was just so sadden by what the Little Prince do at the end. Had he not left the planet, perhaps he wouldn't have to go through what he did? But had he not left the planet, he wouldn't have seen, experienced, known so much?

I want to urge of you to spend every moment that you have meaningfully and wisely. If there is something that you want to do that doesn't hurt others; do it. If you have made a mistake, don't sulk and be discouraged; fix it. Make it count. =)

It has been raining so much lately it really is such a norm.
I looked through the window panels and I see it drizzling.
I walked out of the café door and the scent was there.
The scent of falling-rain, the scent I sleep to.
The scent I have long forgotten;

the scent that reminded me of you.

- The first drop of rain.

OH! SAPPYILY CHEESY! XD

2009-11-26T05:04:00.004+08:00

I may not have realised it, but really; from the moment I got back, my time has pretty much been fully occupied.

Work, play, work, play, work, play; where is sleep?!

But I love my job. And I like what I play. I should very likely start managing my time a little bit more seriously, though.

Like, go to bed NOW or do devotion NOW or journal NOW. XD

Yes, I will.

When did I take the picture? When I was preparing to go out and my parents were arguing over what to drink. XD

So lomooooooooooo.

2009-11-23T02:58:00.006+08:00

You want Hed Kandi?
I'll give you Hed Kandi.

Hed Kandi 099 Heat the Beat collaboration with Euphoria by MOS
Oh, you bet. XD

2009-11-18T02:39:00.009+08:00

And it's today and now. ;D

Image heavy, but I saved them for web for connection sake. XD

20070327 1117
I must be in the middle of a class with the rest and suddenly whoever who was teaching must have walked out then we started doing what we do best then; being noisy. XD

20070824 0624
I must be at work to still be up so late. =/

20070826 0018
Must have just showered and up on work, again.

P/S: I also thought that it was a pretty nice picture of me. XD Trust me, I have my pathetic moments. XD Sorry.

20070913 1337
Oh! I remember this! I was going to leave the house to meet Kaz and the rest. And maaaaaaan! I had this really nasty bruise on my hips. (TAT) I honestly thought I was going to die. (;-;)

20070915 1503
Lunch at Shangri-La. Zipangu!

20071119 1158
HJ followed us to Hong Kong. 8D

20071120 0749
Breakfast with Agumon. XD

20071120
Us time somewhere in the city in Hong Kong.
Us time somewhere by the sea, aideekay. XD

20071121
I don't know where this is. (;A;)

20071122 1507
I KNOW THIS! XD

20071122 1711
Sweet pies! 8D

20071122 1720
Jin is soooooooooo bias. (;_;)

20080205 2015
It was someone's birthday. ;) And really, I'm sorry that the cookies looked flat. And they are too very sweet. But I tried! Out of love!

You bet I did.

20080214 1707
It was Valentine's Day and I have to go to school. At such hour. AND SICK. Oh yay. XD

It was a good day. Chocolate, roses, hugs and of course, persimmon.

20080216 1410
The first thing that I saw when I got up. XD Oh man.

Cha Chyi left her hamsters at my place for the new year. How much trust does my parents (my dad, really) have for me to feed the hamsters? None. XD

20080318 1339
Definitely; dying in school.

20080530, 20080531
Work at camp. w00t! (;-;)

20080531 1358
XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20080731 1606
This must be after this seminar that we attended. I remember Ratna was standing next to me and he mms me this other picture of this clown fish. *swoon*

20080820 1618
It was a rainy day~ And I was chewing on pretzels playing Harvest Moon, tying to win Cliff's heart. XD And HJ was just... Around.

20080823 0111
Honestly. My black over is missing. =(

20080901 1127
Grace Hill! I must have definitely just got up not long ago. XD

20080920 1433
Traveling right after a haircut. I miss Roy. (;A;)

20080927 0915
I don't really remember, but I think it was that day when I went to Times Square for the Sony Skinny T launch and prize giving. Prime time, prime time. XD That's Eiko, by the way. Because I'm loser like that. 8D

20081027 1111
Definite picture-taking moment! XD They were really so late, I remember. This was... A Deepavali outing that had me waiting for +- an hour. And hence;

20081027 1404
Well at least I get the girls. XD

20081104 1327
The first building (which was our Graphic Design building) was going to be moved to the other building the very next day; SO YOU KNOW US. XD

I miss our aquarium-room. =/

20081104 1336
GD57, ☆!

We've got tonnes more, later. XD

20081109 0032
I don't know how this got into my camera/HD, but MAN! These are lovely pictures of this little prince. ♥

20081109 1959
Happy birthday, woman. XD Silly you for taking all those sequins out. But we love you nonetheless. =)

20081115 1324
Oh, I remember this! I was telling Angie how when I get married- No actually, I mean, it would be so pretty to see people get married holding stars rather than just flowers. XD

20081120 1957
Korean classes + CDs + DVDs + Korean pop culture = ^-^

20081128 1526
Vandalism on business class = epic. XD

"Don't bother teaching me culture and business." OH MAN!

I don't know how I managed to survive with my classes, really. XD

20081201 2050
Smile!!

You just don't realise it. We're really under that one same sky.

20081204 1359
Sheepy!

I know where I took this; I was having tea with KT and he was talking about my finals and... I was honestly multi-tasking!

20081210 1539
Don't say I don't try cooking. I do. XD

20081222, 20081223
Her day at Quattro. 8D

20090121 2140
THIS! Is Kokopelli, my love. (*3*)!

20090127
Pre-RBS, seriously.

20090209 1326
Best visit ever!

Eiko and JK drove all the way up and ooooooooooooooh! It was just such a lovely moment! (;^;) You people have got to appreciate your buddies.

20090302 1753
The only rainbow moments I managed to catch on camera during RBS.

Rainbows are our promise. He told me that. =)

20090314 1841
Welcome to the Converse club. ;D

OHIDIDNTNOTICETHATITWASWHITEDAYOMENYA!!

20090529 1900
That was the Ee's taking me to TGIF. XD

20090530 1720
Working in Starbucks allow you to encounter very interesting moments such as this. XD

There are two Yorkshire Terriers in the box. Sniffing around, sticking their cute little noses in and out of the box, oh meh~

20090608 2029
Birthday eve~. 8D

I will remember this; I smell of whipped cream 3/4 of the time when I was at work that day. XD

20090624 1855
One day after work, I suddenly thought that I'm old enough now to start cooking. And I did. And he told me;

"NO! Not the veg first!"
"NO! You don't have to cook them for so long!"
"NO! That's too much seasoning!"
"NO! That's a lot of pepper!!!!!"

And my conclusion?

Me + kitchen = NO!

Oh shiatz... (T_T)

20090629 1347
I don't remember what I did that day, but I like this picture. XD

Okay. Short captions, small enough pictures, I tried. XD

Give me a little bit more time for October's.

Good night! =D

2009-11-11T16:54:00.005+08:00

Good daaaaaaaaaaay! 8D

When I did the last post, it was a bad day. =( One enough to convince me (adding up to what had happened throughout the time when I was everywhere) that I might not see anyone anymore. (;-;) But! God has been gracious that he has been preserving me through the ups and downs, haps and mishaps, fun-adventures, rainy days, ee-tee-cee, ee-tee-cee.

I've been meaning to share about my trips, but I never really have the time to go around to resize/edit the pictures that I've selected out (that are around 40 to 100 pictures per trip, AFTER filtering) and share a whole load in words (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I so want to write XD). In times like this when I happen to have some time to spare, I don't have the pictures with me, oh well. Let's talk about work.

Going back to work has been... It was more monotonous than what I had in mind, certainly, in a good way. =D

"How can 'monotonous' be good?!" you ask!

But well, it really is so to me and I am rather enjoying it myself. XD The usual; it takes so much of my time, day in, day out, but I seem to be rather comfortable having it the way it is right now. Though of course, I would appreciate surprises once in awhile. 8D

And also! In the past week where I've been back to work, I seem to fill my extra time having loads and loads of food, sleeping right after non-fat-free food and exercising none. I wouldn't find it so disturbing usually, honestly. But having King and Pang as a part of the routine, it makes me think/feel that I'm looking bad. (;A;) Oh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!

Maybe I should just go and take a nap now. XD

2009-10-27T17:26:00.002+08:00

Honestly.

If I do not come back today.
If I got run down by a car today.
If I got got robbed and stabbed today.
If I just don't come back today.

Please know this;

I love you, dearies.
I love you, dearest.
I love you, baby.
I love you, daddy.
I love you, mummy.
I love you, grandma.
I love you, grandpa.

I love you, precious.

Surely much has sucked, but know that I appreciate them.
Surely much has been lovely, know that I loved and enjoyed them.

I love you! =)

2009-10-27T03:16:00.002+08:00

I'm finally on my own bed,
Using my own internet,
On my own Sheepy,
In my own room;

I'm finally home!

I've transfered over 1000 pictures taken from the past three weeks into Luc, I hope I'd know how to sort and choose them properly. XD

1000 pictures is a lot, to me.

Meanwhile;

GOOD NIGHT and I MISSED YOU!!

2009-10-22T00:04:00.005+08:00

I am going to tell you this;

Appreciate the ones you love and make every moment count.

Because my plane nearly crashed.

2009-10-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hey thar! 8D I've been wanting to post for quite sometime, but... Ah...

What do you think? *(^^)*

Honestly, I like it. But everyone else, doesn't. =( Regardless, I had it on for a while and I met people with it. I realised that I was rather discouraged when I see people gave me faces. =( IN CASE YOU ARE STILL LOST, I'm talking about the lip ring. XD

I was trying to talk my parents out to agreeing with me getting my lips pierced. In case you're wondering, the one in the picture is just a clip-on. (^^) I never got to know exactly why they're not too keen about it. Regardless, I would love to honour my parents though I know fair well if I do get one, they're not going to make a huge hoo-haa over it anyway. XD But yeah. =)

When I was away, then again, even when I'm not, I met lovely people everywhere. It makes me praise God and it makes me feel so grateful, so thankful for people like them. One thing that I realised on that particular day when I had the lip ring on, people gave me the look (however you define or call it, it sounds bad to me, but oh well, me and copyrighting has got a long way XD) and I could see people distant themselves from me. =(

It was a reminder to me, how we tend to carelessly fall into the whole 'norm' phenomenon where stereotyping one another is okay and is the way. =(

I don't know.

I hopelessly get discouraged and even upset whenever I recall moments where we, condemn others and best of all, we never realised that it hurt others. Myself well included. =(

I just want to say that we're not perfect, but we're certainly still very beautiful. =)

2009-10-11T13:13:00.005+08:00

Good afternoon! (^^) I just felt like doing a post the moment I got up. =D

A quick cap on last week; I made a trip to Cameron Highlands and it was a great trip! XD When Brandon asked me to describe the whole trip, in summary, it was just unexpected. More on that later. XD I've just got pictures uploaded into Luc. You know how I take time with them after that... XD

I had a good time. But honestly, I feel crappy right now. =(

There are some stories and thoughts that I'd really want to share, but perhaps when I get back later. =)

Imma go take a showah then drive out for a run till my date with syang Cho. XD I will be all right and I hope you guys are and will be too! =) How my heart suddenly swells. XD

It's great to be home. ♥

2009-10-03T03:42:00.003+08:00

"You know you're loved;
when you find a can of Vanilla Coke in the chiller the moment you wake up."

I like Vanilla Coke.
I like waking up to find it in the chiller.
I like the fact that you thought of me when you got it.
I like it that you love me.
I think, I love you too.

I hate how you make me go all stupid and fall for you. (T_T)

GAH!

Happy Mid-Autumn! =D

I hope you'll be able to spend this time meaningfully with people who you appreciate and be thankful that they are just around to make your life a little bit more interesting in every big or small, good or bad way. =)

2009-09-01T03:05:00.002+08:00

Sorry, my bad. (T_T) I keep on finding more and more pictures and I have more and more to resize and edit; sorry. (;-;) I did like 1/3 of it, though! Unless I find more then... I wouldn't know how far I am from finishing. (T_T)

Just wait a little bit while I resize and edit them while I try to finish this drawing that is bothering me. (>.>);

distractionSORRY! (TAT)!

2009-08-31T15:15:00.003+08:00

Okay! Sorry that I hadn't been updating much. XD But I have truly been well and a little busy with work and whatnot. =) But! I will soon have a break in October, ping me so we could meet!

Anyway, I was looking through my picture folderssssssssss (there are apparently quite a number of them XD) to look for an appropriate picture for my resume (tell you about it later). Then I found one that I liked, but I couldn't find the original file. =( So I searched and searched through every single folder, but I couldn't find it still. However! I found many pictures that just totally made me melt and I saw how I really liked to take pictures LAST TIME. XD So let me give you a small preview until I have time to do a larger spam.

27th March 2007, I was still in college and I had long hair! w00t!

Sometime around April to early November 2007 (my camera calender apparently got reset XD), the day when I've decided that I'd have my hair cut really short. Oh, so cute. (T^T)

20th September 2008, I've just got another haircut (Roy did this) and went for a one-person-travel thing throughout the day. I should really do this again in the month. XD

6th July 2009, my mum's birthday, dudeeeeee!
Okay, I seem to talk a lot about my hair and... Myself. XD But just wait! More is coming. And it's not all about me. Trust me. XD

Maybe tonight. ;D

2009-08-07T20:40:00.005+08:00

So like the day when we were going to Raub, I was sitting around in the house waiting for King. Then I spotted 'The Little Prince' by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry on the shelf that I decided to pick it up and read it. Again. XD The last time I read it was yeaaaaaaaaaaars ago and I remembered I really liked it and I also remembered that I cried at the end of the book.

SPOILERS AHEAD!!

I started reading the first page, then somehow, it was so absorbing that I read several chapters until everyone got into the car. It's rude to read and ignore everyone else. (>.>);

So then, I happen to find time to read it today and finished it in the afternoon. True enough, I still like the book VEEEEEEEEEERY much and I cried even more this time. (;A;)!!!

I remembered I read parts of it in the car for King that I thought was rather... I don't know. Funny? XD But it was nonetheless very meaningful.

Background~

This Little Prince is from like another planet and his planet is like the size of a house, so it's pretty small. And in his planet, plants just grow and one day, this very unique flower grew and AIDEEKAY, the way I understood it, the Little Prince really liked the flower. And I think this was what I read to King;

"At the time, I was unable to understand anything! I should have based my judgement upon deeds and not words. She cast her fragrance and her radiance over me, I should never have run away from her! I should have guessed at the affection behind her poor little tricks. Flowers are so inconsistent! But I was too young to know how to love her."

XD

So like, somehow, the Little Prince left his planet and there was a very sad chapter on that; the departure of the Little Prince and his proud flower. Not that it's even long. You could read it here if you want to. This version is translated by Katherine Woods. The version I have was by Irene Testot-Ferry.

Then there were more adventures and the Little Prince finally came to Earth! On Earth, he was looking for human friends. But when he first landed, he had only encounter a snake, some flower, some roses and a fox.

He came across this garden of roses and he thought they really resembled his flower.

"And he was suddenly overcome with sadness. His flower had told him that she was the only one of her kind in the universe. And here were five thousand of them, all alike, in one single garden!

'She would be rather resentful,' he thought to himself, 'if she could see this... she would cough and cough and pretend she was dying so as to avoid being thought ridiculous. And I would have to pretend to nurse her, for otherwise she would really let herself die... in order to humiliate me.'

And he said to himself once again: 'I thought I was rich, with a flower unique in the world, whereas in fact all I had was a common rose. That, and my three volcanoes which came up to my knees, of which one is perhaps extinct forever... that doesn't make me a very great prince.'

And, lying in the grass, he cried."

(;-;)

That was actually like, three-quarter of a chapter. XD

In the next chapter, he met a fox! And as the Little Prince thought that the fox was pretty and asked the fox to play with him, the fox told him that he cannot play with him because he is not tame. The Little Prince asked what does 'tame' means and it's the Little Prince's nature that he never let go of a question once he has raised it, the fox answered;

"'It is something which is too often forgotten,' said the fox. 'It means to establish ties...'

'"To establish ties"?'

'That's right,' said the fox. 'To me, you are still just a little boy like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you have no need of me, either. To you, I am just a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, we shall need one another. To me, you will be unique. And I shall be unique to you.'

'I'm beginning to understand,' said the little prince. 'There is a flower... I think she has tamed me...'"

Aaaaaaaaand the fox go around talking about how his life is so boring and he asked the Little Prince to tame it. And!

"'But if you tame me, my life will be full of sunshine. I shall recognise the sound of a step different from all others. The other steps send my hurrying under-ground. Yours will call me out of my burrow like the sound of music. And look yonder! Do you see the cornfields? I do not eat bread. Wheat is of no use to me. Those cornfields don't remind me of anything. And I find that rather sad! But you have hair the colour of gold. So it will be marvellous when you have tamed me! Wheat, which is also golden, will remind me of you. And I shall love the sound of the wind in the wheat...'

The fox became silent and gazed for a long time at the little prince.

'I beg of you... tame me!' he said.

'Willingly,' the little prince replied, 'but I haven't got much time. I have friends to discovecr and a lot of things to understand.'

'One can only understand the things one tames,' said the fox. 'Men have no more time to understand anything. They buy read-made things in the shops. But since there are no shops where you can buy friends, men no longer have any friends. If you want a friend, tame me!'

'What should I do?' asked the little prince.

'You must be very patient,' replied the fox. 'First you will sit down at a little distance from me, like that, in the grass. I shall watch you out of the corner of my eye and you will say nothing. Words are a source of misunderstandings. But everyday, you can sit a little closer to me...'

The next day, the little prince returned.

'You should have come back at the same time,' said the fox. 'If for example you come at four o'clock in the afternoon, I shall start feeling happy at three o'clock. As the time passes, I shall feel happier and happier. At four o'clock, I shall become agitated and start worrying; I shall discover the price of happiness. But if you come at just any time, I shall never know when I should prepare my heart to greet you... One must observe certain rites.'"

And the Little Prince tamed the fox. When it was time for the Little Prince to leave;

"'And when the time came for his departure, the fox said:'Oh!... I shall cry.'

'It's your own fault,' said the little prince. 'I wished you no harm but you wanted me to tame you.'

'Yes, indeed,' said the fox.

'But you are going to cry!' said the little prince.

'That is so,' said the fox.

'Then it has not helped you in any way!'

'It has helped me,' said the fox, 'because of the colour of the wheatfields.' Then he added:'Go and have another look at the roses. And you will understand that yours is indeed unique in all the world. Then you will come back to say goodbye to me and I shall tell you a secret as a gift.'"

The Little Prince went to look at the roses again and;

"'You are beautiful but you are empty,' he continued. 'One cannot die for you. To be sure, an ordinary passer-by would believe that my very own rose looked just like you, but she is far more important than all of you because she is the one I have watered. And it is she that I have place under a glass dome. And it is for her that I have killed the caterpillars (except for the two or three saved to become butterflies). And it is she I have listened to complaining or boasting or sometimes remaining silent. Because she is my rose.'"

Then the Little Prince went back to the fox and said goodbye and the fox told him a secret.

"'Goodbye, said the fox. 'Now here is my secret. It is very simple. It is only with one's heart that one can see clearly. What is essential is invisible to the eye.'

'What is essential is invisible to the eye,' the little prince repeated, so as to be sure to remember.

'It is the time you lavished on your rose which makes your rose so important.'

'It is the time that I lavished on my rose...' said the little prince, so as to be sure to remember.

'Men have forgotten this basic truth,' said the fox. 'But you must not forget it. For what you have tamed, you become responsible forever. You are responsible for your rose...'

'I am responsible for my rose...' the little prince repeated, so as to be sure to remember."

I thought it was pretty thought provoking, for me. XD

2009-06-25T00:01:00.009+08:00

I was kind of around, looking at things that I think I might have missed.

Then I realised, I missed you* soooooooooooooo much!

I hope that God will keep you safe and joyful. Cheery and happy if possible too!

I'd love to see you, hug you and keep you close; because you are just so dear.

I'd love to listen to you and be by your side too.

I hope that I don't and won't forget you and that I'll always remember you.

All the more, I'd want to learn to give you up to God who loves you so much more than I do.

And surely, he's going to look after you and care for you even better than I'd ever be able to.

ILU! ♥

* is plural.

2009-06-22T00:34:00.002+08:00

사랑아, 울지마.

2009-06-21T00:17:00.003+08:00

Cyworld: 2008.03.15 02:36

진짜 보고싶네~

2009-06-15T22:43:00.001+08:00

"Yvonne is heartless."

Quite true.

2009-06-12T00:22:00.004+08:00

I have returned with-! Very lame-ly edited pictures! XD Not that they were ever well edited, but whoaaaaaaaaaaaa! I've been so detached and away from Photoshop it's crajee~. I was just talking (and still is) to Cha Chyi about how long I've been away from school-related stuff, it feels really odd looking at her CIS stuff. XD

Anyway, speed birthday update! It took me a bit to edit and I went to do some other unrelated stuff while I was at it, so I got a little carried away and I'm feeling pretty sleepy now. (T_T) BUT ANYWAY!

At home with family. 8D Ice-cream cake~

Okay. On Monday night, we got home, well, a little late than usual after dinner. My dad brought my CPU back from repair and update so he was in my dusty and stuffy room setting up. XD After shower and stuff, I declined all meetings for the night and had everything shut off; phone and computer. For sometime, I took the time to journal at my own pace, having a good time.

From the past few weeks, a lot of friends were celebrating their birthday. It came to me rather suddenly reason(s) why people celebrate that special day. To me, the reason to celebrate that special day is to remember that on this day, this special person was born and I'm grateful for this day because this person has been a lovely blessing in my life. AIDEEKAY, use your own words. My brain isn't functioning very well right now, so I can't sound cool. (T_T) butithoughtthethoughtitselfwascool XD So yeah. Something like that. I hope you get the gist of it.

SO THE NEXT DAY. I stayed home for the whole morning, trying to catch up on sleep. But somehow, I received several calls every once in a while, then by early noon, I got up. The first message that I opened on my phone got me frozen for several seconds. XD For real. It was an MMS that Li Ann sent, singing and playing the 'Happy Birthday' song on the piano. It was one of the sweetest thing I've ever received! It was just so beautiful. (T^T) Thank you. But of course, I truly appreciate the other messages as well. *(^^)*

Then by evening, I went to this Korean restaurant to meet the rest for dinner!

Guys doing what guys do best.

Girls doing what may make them look good in pictures.

MY CAKE! 8D!!! I don't know what cake it was, but WHOA IT TASTED SO GOOD.

Okay, I have another cheesecake, but no pictures. (T-T)

Then everyone went their ways around nine-ish because everyone has school/work and some not feeling very well. =( Colbie sent me to Old Town after sending Hika and there, I met up with the youth and I got my fourth pasar malam cake. XD It was still a cake and the fourth one, nonetheless. It's blah because everyone forget about pictures. (;A;)

And that was how it was.

Like I've mentioned, this year's birthday was solemn and meaningful, to me. It was pretty passive the way it is, but it was a good one. =D butunfortunatelysomeonewaslate! (;A;)!!!

A note on presents. Since I didn't seem to mention them; I love what I received. *(^-^)* All of them were unexpected and lovely. Thank you to those who planned surprises, scheming on what to get, what to do, I REAAAAAAAAAAAALLY appreciate all of it. In case you do not know already, I like it when people think of me. THE GOOD WAY. XD

Truly, I really appreciate what every single person has done and most of all, your presence was one of the most meaningful gift to me~ ♥ I love how it was possible for us to meet and spend time with each other. Working made me realise and appreciate time spent with people more.

By the way, I finished classes and I'm now working as a barista in Starbucks. 8D I never quite realise that I never talked about it. XD

Mmkay, that's it. I'm sorry if there are hundreds of typos. XD My eyes are failing and Cha Chyi's on the headphone. XD More detailed stuff on birthday on Cy! 8D

2009-06-10T21:45:00.002+08:00

Random notice~ Again. XD

Apparently my graphic card died. So my dad got it fixed, got a new graphic card and added RAM onto Luc. 8D NOW ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM!

Anyway, quick stuff. I'll try to do a more complete one tomorrow after work since I have much more time to spare tomorrow.

Birthday was good, I guess. XD Aideekay. It was just different. Unlike how it has always been for me, this one felt really solemn. But good, really. Or maybe 'meaningful' would be the better word. AIDEEKAY, I'm quite gaaaaaaaaaaah at the moment thinking about the time that I have left for sleep and work. (T-T)

Okay, bai.

2009-06-06T00:53:00.002+08:00

Wow, I didn't quite realise. One month. =O

Anyway, this is a notice!

Back to good old e-mails. My Luciel (computer) died. For real. I mean, we'll know for sure only when my dad looks at it when he will, he will. So until then, MSN doesn't work for me, though K-days isn't really that bad, but going on Sheepy (phone's name, please don't laugh) to K-days is not really very accurate for me; if the font size is bigger or what. Because I view bold text as normal text here. =/ I think I'm quite particular with this. And on Sheepy, I can't select something in the middle of a bunch of text like what you see now after I've typed them. So if I have a typo, I either erase everything till that point and correct it, or live with it. And cut or copy text don't seem to work too. (T_T)

I'm also considering being away from the phone for sometime. I personally really want to, but it might be really troublesome for others who needed to get me, so at the moment, aideekay. =/ But I guess maybe it's still possible...

I don't really care if the paragraph before is too long. (T-T)

2009-05-05T03:33:00.002+08:00

But you don't. (;A;)

2009-04-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

Your turn to comfort me. (T_T)

2009-04-22T10:57:00.004+08:00

OKAY, BACK! 8D

So yeaaaaaaaaaah, I passed my driving law test, yays. XD No awesome score, but somehow, I'm really happy about i. XD

Rewinding on the past week~ Little Hayern and sister was admitted to the hospital for some infections. =/ But they're getting much better now. *(^^)* Hayern was celebrating her birthday in the hospital, she was really so happy and lovely and cute, omegah. *melts*

I don't really remember much in detail, but anyway, have some pictures of cute stuff!

Silly Prosper~ ♥

I guess I could say that a lot happened last week, on a personal note. XD I think journalling really helped direct me back to my prioritiy(s) and made me realise what exactly is truly important. Everyday, I'd wake up and remind myself to spend the day well; well enough to call it a 'good day' and not regret if I couldn't see tomorrow.

No, seriously, this is not being morbid. XD

I just felt that time is really subjective and even if time is going to go on and on for a long time, what would happen to others are just unpredictable.

I went jogging with Eiko one day and we saw this really pretty green lizard. It was trying to cross the road. So it was running really fast and stuff, then a CR-V drove in. The lizard ran in between the car, stopped for a split second between the back tyres and somehow, the car stopped too. Then as it began to sped off again, the last tyre to move (the back tyre on the right) ran over the head of the pretty green lizard and that was it.

Eiko and I stopped to watch from the beginning. We truly believe with our hearts that it'll cross over. When it was crossing, I'm pretty sure it never thought that it'll be it's last half-cross.

Throughout the day surprisingly, though we were not on the road much, we saw around five incidents where someone could have got hurt really badly. And while we're at it, we saw another dead lizard, a rat and a cat, I guess, on the road. It just occured to me how many people left and was ripped off the opportunity to do what they really wanted to.

AND THEN! Andy fell and broke his hand I was in total (OAO)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I thank God for seeing him through. (^-^) I was really impressed(?) when I saw him deal with the situation so calmly. 우리 Andy 많이 성장했구나!

Anyway, on the direction to crack-tastic stuff~

Wai Kit and I was on Cabal two days ago (umm, don't ask me why I'm at it, prease (T_T)). We went to Ruina Station for a dungeon quest and after that, we went back to town to restore our SP by dancing! Okay, not that we want to, but that's how Cabal works. While our charas were at it, somehow, they seem to sync. XD Then Wai Kit decided to record it and we did 6674641653 trials and it was just sooooooooooo funny! XD

Then! He suggested that we go to Port Lux for a beach shot, but we ended up with all sorts of cracks, for real. XD

We have a lot of cheesy and wtn moments, but I was so busy laughing, I wasn't capping. XD And here's another cap that Wai Kit capped and he pretty much liked it. Though I had to crop it because I'm anti-distractions. (T_T)

And this one is the one that I like, that I capped. 8D

And before I forgot~ A Kev-session!

XD

I was there with JY and till he asked about it in the car, I only thought that the nurse was only asking if I were married. SO YOU SEE, I LOOK LIKE I'M MARRIED. XD

And people say I don't look like I'd ever. (=O=) Proved you wrong, ;D

Also! I was inspired to start this project during Uncle Ben's class yesterday. I wanted to create a blog for it, but the name that I wanted is taken. (;_;) I'm not sure if I'd spend money to buy a domain for it or not. Then again, it's still too early for that. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand, if you want to know about this seeeeeeeeeecret project, ask me about it and let's talk! ;D KEVNEEDHELPWITHNAMEST-T

Sorry, I spammed a major spam. (;_;)

2009-04-22T03:04:00.002+08:00

OKAY, I REALLY WANTED TO UPDATE BUT I HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY AND DO MY DRIVING LAW TEST IN THE MORNING, SO I HAVE NO TIME. BUT TRUST ME! I'LL UPDATE THE NEXT DAY! PROMISE!!

2009-04-13T00:03:00.003+08:00

This is not going to do any justice for what has happened in the past few days, but I'll try to do this with loads of help to make this as proper as possible, and quick. XD

Silent day on Wednesday was truly something to praise God for. The way I am, not that I talk a lot, but I have the habit to speak out whatever that bothers me. Which is usually a lot of things if not everything. Basically from the moment I got up, I was really considering scrapping the idea of a silent day. But thank God for helping me throughout the day by being really mindful about it. I spoke on the phone with Eiko's sister about work after refusing to pick up several calls in the morning/afternoon. But since she never knew about this and she needed things to be done, we spoke. I didn't talk for the rest of the day, but I did laugh and stuff. (;_;)

I realised that in the past weeks, though I really wanted to be fast to listen and slow to speak, I tend to end up the other way around. (T-T)!!!!!!! So I thought it's time for something more drastic than just trying. I learnt a lot on that day. In summary, it's really hard to express yourself when you're restricted by so many things. We went to the night market and it was sooooooo troublesome, just trying to get my food and drinks. And since it's a night market and it's filled with people, not being able to speak make it altogether so much harder.

It taught me how hard it must be to want to express yourself clearly, but circumstances just doesn't allow you to. It taught me that when I start talking and never stopping to pause for others to speak, I deprive them of the chance for them to express themselves. While some may already be lacking when it comes to expressing themselves, what I do and did are really not necessary. And when people didn't get to put their intended opinions across, others will misunderstand and it may further create troubles and misunderstandings. Which would usually end up pretty bad if people don't sit down and talk and listen to each other.

Summary, it was a hard day, be fast to listen and slow to speak.

Friday night, Chika and I called Ken at 11:59 PM, MY TIME and sung him a birthday song! 8D I think it's such an effective thing to do. XD I don't know, it makes me feel so giddy doing it. He was out and perhaps, I suppose he didn't thought that we'd remember. In the past 19 years, we don't usually wish each other much, so... Yeah. Anyway, we got him to come over for Easter and when he text me by 12 noon to tell me that he's coming, I was really excited to see him after such a long time. 8D

MY AWESOME BOYFRIEND LOOKING GOOD AND HAPPY!!!

I really missed the times that we share when we were young building LEGO empires and all that. We would used to see each other every week and stayover during the holidays for weeks and we'd sleep together and share secrets with each other and play games and draw and fight and AAAAAAAAAAAALL that sort of stuff children do. I really miss them. We got him a cake as a surprise and I was just so happy to see him say that he's happy to be there. It must have been yearssssssssssss since we last held hands and hugged. It actually felt a little strange doing it, but I really wanted to so badly, I didn't feel like letting go. Oh, my love.

And I thank God for a random friend that I brought for Easter. Long story, tell you next time. XD Eiko went as well. I was actually hoping very much that Hika would be around as well, but we thought that she ought to spend more time with her family since she's been away for quite some time. =/ Anyway, here are some pictures that I found in my camera. I don't know who took them, but I like them. =D So credit goes to whoever you are who took it.

And by the way, Mark was over at AGC for the weekend and it was really lovely to see him again. (^-^) It's like looking at a grown up Sean, my other pie-love. 8D

Summary of a summary, it has been a hard week, but nevertheless a very rewarding one. Yes, very very very!!!

Yuu should really stop and come back next time and journal now. 8D

P/S: I'M REALLY GOING TO SEND THE PARCEL THIS WEEK, OKAY! I'M GOING TO MAKE THE BOX TOMORROW, PROMISE!

2009-04-12T17:40:00.002+08:00

OMENYASHESGETTINGMARRIEDOMENYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMENYAOMENYAOMENYAOMENYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*dies*

2009-04-09T01:16:00.004+08:00

Number 700 in my playlist;

Caedmon's Call - The Only One

The Only One

Artist: Caedmon's Call
Album: WOW 2001, Disc 2

I come from a long line of leavers
Out of the garden gate with an apple in their hands
I expect and I believe
You're gonna run out of love
You're gonna give me the shove
'Cause that's the thing that lovers do
Then there's you

You found me cynical and jaded
You lifted my mask and lightened me up
And when my black eyes have faded
I found they were not gouged
Had the coal in my mouth
I've never seen the old age new
And then there's you

You're the only one
Who knows my secrets
You're the only one
Still you're the only one
Who never leaves
And I wake up to this mystery

I betrayed you with a little kiss
I thought you'd find someone better
And you forgave me even for this
Came to the upper room
You dragged me from the tomb
There is none both good and true
Then there's you

It's a song that I really really like (other than God Of Wonders) when I was a lot younger. I just felt a sudden urge to want to listen to these few songs that I really enjoyed back then, but YouTube doesn't have them. =/ And I thought they have everything. (T_T) So I went to dig for the CD. Since it's so common for me to misplace stuff, let alone something from so long ago, I found it! 8D And so, I share~

But please support the album. It's a great album. I in particular favour Disc 2. 8D

2009-04-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

It's been a month since I came back from Cameron (thanks to Andy for constantly reminding (=A=)). True enough, a lot has been coming in a out of my mind everyday; I find it really hard to be still. And so~

I have decided that I'm going to not talk for the whole day on Wednesday (8th of April 2009). Please take note of it and be reminded that I won't be picking up any calls on that day. (;-;) Please text me instead.

This is just an announcement. XD

2009-04-06T03:01:00.005+08:00

I decided to seperate the entries, because it's going to be sooooooooooo long. XD

As for Friday! Oh! WHAT LONG STORY HAVE I GOT TO TELL!

Like I've mentioned, my assessment went rather well. 8D KT didn't get any lecturers to assess me, so I got to present to people from the school management instead. The Marketing Director and I don't really know what's the other position, but erm, they were both very nice people. 8D Friday was a day of surprise elements. The first surprise was to know that all these while, I was KT and Tham's fav. (T^T) Okay, hearing it off from KT's mouth is very different. The second was how nice KT seemed that day that he came aaaaaaaaall the way just to let me use his laptop and the way he spoke to me at the end of the day was (T^T)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You've really got to look at me while I tell you the story to understand!

After the assessment, I had an appointment with Eiko's sister to shoot some product for their aunt's company. On the way, just outside of school, a side of my heels came off. XD So, I went to the cobbler and he fixed it for RM1 and seriously! He was so stressed up fixing the thing and he only charged RM1, I was amazed! He even told me to come back if it falls off again, which it actually kind of did, but not entirely. XD The way I walk, these pretty shoes doesn't work well with me.

The heels kind of came off like 2/8, so it was really annoying and hard for me to walk in. But I survived it, and I believe with all my heart, it really wasn't me. XD It was more than 5km of walking till I get to the place and I only had lesser than an hour of sleep in the past two days, what kind of stamina am I left with.

After the shoot, I had a free facial session (hurrah! XD) as an appreciation from them for the small favour while waiting for Eiko. That day was really so much painful compared to any other days, by the way. (T-T) And I got to catch some half and hour of sleep. XD Right after that, Mindy called me over and passed me this bag with products and when I saw the receipt I wanted to faint. It summed up to more than RM500 and all I did was take pictures. (TAT) I felt really guilty and undeserving for it all. Not only did they gave me an opportunity to let me use them as my first subject (okay, I've never in my life do product photog, sorreh), I really don't deserve them at all. (T_T) Surprise three.

I went to pay a short visit to my aunt nearby (umm, yeah I'm still on broken heels XD) after that and she made me soup! Then I realised that I hadn't eaten anything (I had a cup for coke and water before that, at least XD) at all throughout the day. Amazing. Since there were still around an hour till I meet Eiko, I decided to take a nap. The moment I lay down, it started raining so heavily it was no joke. I was kind of panic-y but doze off anyway (hopeless, I know, but it can't be helped!). When I woke up in the next half an hour, which was about time for me to leave, I realised that it was still raining so many cats and dogs. I said a silent prayer and at that very moment, it stopped! LIKE IMMEDIATELY LIKE FOR REAL LIKE IT WAS RAINING SOOOOOOOOOO HEAVILY AND IT STOPPED SO INSTANTLY IT WAS CRAZY! (OAO)!!!!!!!! Surprise four. By the way, when I woke up, I was so breathless because I saw my baby Ben trying to wake me up, AH SO CUTE!!!!!! Life was entirely so much more beautiful when I walked out of the house.

When I met Eiko at Pavillion, I decided that I should get a pair of new shoe. The pretty shoe has done it's job for it's lifespan. We went to the Converse store and got a pair of classic. We saw a pair of bee print double tongue that we both really liked, but the smallest size available was size 6. I mean, it's a girl's shoe, why size 6? (T_T) We went for dinner after that, movie and got home.

In summary, it was a good day. 8D It was also a very reflective day. A lot of things happened throughout the week and as we were talking while having dinner, I realised how God really provide what we really need. A short sharing;

On Thursday at evening, I was on the way to my grandparents' place for dinner in the car. I was really going to burst into tears when I thought about what has happened days before and there was this sad song playing on the radio. (TAT) Then I received a text from Nav that goes something like, "I thought of you suddenly and wanted to tell you~". At that moment, what I really needed most was seriously just someone to be there and the message came.

What I learnt was, he really provides. 8D

Sorry if you see millions of typo. I'm not going to proofread it now. I still need to journal and sleep. (;_;)

2009-04-06T01:54:00.003+08:00

Let me talk about the school that I checked out the other day. 8D It's apparently not in Nilai, but Mantin. XD So it's much further than I thought. Anyway! So I went to the uni. I didn't check out every single part of the campus, but I was able to tour the AAVA (Academic(?) of Architecture and Visual Arts) faculty. 8D

Personally, I'm rather fond of the place despite the fact that it's sooooooo far from civilization. When I was there to visit, the facilities are not entirely there yet, but some were. From what I was told, they are promising a lot of awesome stuff, like really awesome stuff. (T^T)! Some time later, I'll be going there with my parents to check out the place again. KT seems to really want me there and keep me under the GD dept which I... Aideekay. (T_T) Either way, as far as I could foresee myself, I'll most likely be making my decisions based on their full facilities. SORELOSERIKNOWBUTIREALLYCANTHELPIT! (TAT)

The school's actually pretty much known for their baaaaaaaad reputation, really. Somehow, I'm not really concerned about it, I don't really know why. (>.>); But anyway, when I was told about the programme, I thought it was really a door that God was opening for me- the programme sounds good, the fees are reasonable, lodging is provided, facilities are awesome, but I never really see what's it for other than just to further my studies. Till I talked to Uncle Ravi on Saturday, it didn't quite cross my mind that maybe he wanted to put me there for something. Like you know, MISSION! 8D Oh, I get so excited just thinking about it. XD But! I'm still being very prayerful about it if it's really what he wants me to do there.

It sounded like as if I'm really going to go. XD My dad told me to check out other offers as well while I'm hanging around for a bit. My initial plan was to go to Tama U, then... AIDEEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. I think I really have so much to ramble, but unfortunately there aren't any people around who are interested enough to listen. (T_T)

(omenyadidyounoticethemillionsofreallys)

Okay, I hope I did enough justice talking about the school. (^-^) Tell me what you have in mind here (since we don't often bump onto each other on FB anyway (T_T)).

2009-04-04T01:12:00.002+08:00

Speed stuff.

I am still alive and going! 8D Assessment went rather well, the day was in summary, very surprising. *(^^)*

I'll come back and update with more details after work and some good rest later. I've only had around an hour of sleep in the last 40 hours. Forgive meh~ (TAT)

OKAY, JOURNAL TIME, BEIBEH!

2009-04-01T01:46:00.004+08:00

Okay, quick update. 8D

The meeting with KT today (yesterday) went rather well and my final assessment date has be confirmed on coming Friday. 8Dv I'm hoping very much that I'll be able to get up in the morning and get my stuff printed before making a trip to Nilai to check out the uni. It's going to very much be the time where I will finally have to make a decision whether to go or not. I'm praying hard that God will show me the path that he wants me to take (even if it means not going back to school).

In summary, this week is going to be really buseh~.

Also, I'm taking orders for Epik's 魂: Map the Soul book album. They've decided to do the production and distribution on their own this time to cut down the cost (third parties) so that fans can get the book album at a cheaper price. To save on shipping, if you want to get a copy, please let me know! (^^) Let's share. XD By the way, you can only purchase the book album from their site, MapTheSoul.com. It's in both Korean and English, so you can easily navigate around it.

Kay, good night! (^^)

2009-03-31T02:04:00.005+08:00

I just wanted to share something before I return to work (if you've been wondering, school has been occupying some of my time (T_T)).

I was colouring my tvc and when I zoomed in to colour the cow, it happened to be cropped this way and it looked so sad and funny at the same time, I decided to make a gif out of it. XD

It doesn't have to make sense, it's just cute to me. XD

Also, I was going through some of those music that came with my new Sheepy (Sheepy is my new phone! 8D I'll up a picture later when I'm free from work) some few days ago (umm, no, I hadn't to listen to everything yet (>.>);) and I came across this song by Boyce Avenue (nooooo, I don't know who they are, I hardly listen to English m00sic XD) that I kind of like. 8D

Have a Youtube vid. I didn't transfer the song over.

Boyce Avenue - Change Your Mind

Okay, work, bai!

2009-03-16T21:47:00.005+08:00

If you notice a change in my RBS post, I've changed 'extraordinary' to 'amazing'. I thought calling it 'extra ordinary' is such an understatement. So I changed it. XD

I've been procrastinating from work for the past week after meeting KT. (T-T) I just don't like doing the annual report, bleh. It's these few days or nothing. Regardless! Let me share some good times with you. 8D

We went to Kuala Selangor for a seafood dinner yesterday! I saw black monkeys for the first time (excluding gorillas and friends) and the scenery there was fabulous! Speaking of first times, Saturday was my first time watching a football match and saw someone got sent-off with a red card. XD Umm, you can't blame me.

Picture time!

This was a walk up Taman Alam and we saw those many many black monkeys and cannons and dark places.

The lighthouse at Taman Alam.

Incoming monkeys!

"Hi, there! Some food here?"

"They overlooked us. I emo."

Seriously, monkeys emo too.

*is attending shooting class*

Both Winson and Su Ann shot by JK who I think has some photog talent! 8D

JK received a message from Eiko, she apparently got into a car accident on the way back from Singapore in Johore. It wasn't like a WHOACRAZY accident, but it was pretty severe on the car. Thank God that she was okay other than some pain on her neck from the impact.

Storm of d00m.

We reached the restaurant a tad bit late so we missed the pretty sunset on camera. We got to see it from the car, though; and it was JUST SO BEAUTIFUL! I would really like to go there again for the scenery and food.

Sorry, no pictures of food because I was just too hungry. (T-T)

Today, while I was trying to understand what exactly is 'abstract photography', I came acrossed this site. I went to check out the gallery, I thought I really liked the way this guy photographs. Then, there was a link and I was directed to another site and WHAM! BEAUTIFUL PICTURES LIKE MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN! OH! Wow, I swoon in awe. (T-T) Please go and check it out.

Okay, work. (T-T)

2009-03-15T02:21:00.002+08:00

Happy White Day

Much happened, but little time and very tired.

Nonetheless, it's really not that bad. XD

2009-03-12T19:26:00.005+08:00

Tadaa! Back in attempt to do a good spam. 8D Will be picture heavy (and long!) and because I am uber lazeh, pictures will be 400px. =/

The five weeks spent during RBS is amazing, in summary. XD I learnt VERY MUCH, experienced a bunch as well. Recap by weeks;

Week one
I guess you could say I was kind of prepared for RBS before I left. Just when I thought I've got what it takes to go through those five weeks, God proved me wrong and that I have much more to learn. The first week was like a week of stripping-off-all-that-is-unnecessary. For the first time in my life, I went for counselling. XD Like, for real and so awkward.

I'm not really fond of telling people what I have in mind and how I feel. =/ Because people can be real cheaters and in general, I think I talk extremely a lot and it usually takes me 563563563163 times more/longer than an average person to get my point across. XD And sometimes when I talk about my personal stuff with people, I tend to get more worked up and paranoid after the talk than before. So for the betterment of all, I don't.

I learnt a lot from the counselling (but that doesn't mean I'm looking forward for more sessions XD); what is happening, what has happened and what might happen. Awesome stuff, really. And I got like my first encouragement (from Hannie (oh, reminds me of Mitsukuni XD)) in a looooooooooooooong time. Drastic.

On one of those days after games, my roomies (Davina and Xie Li) and I went to T-café for a quick tea! 8D

The food that we ordered~

Scone.

Apple pie.

Strawberry scone.

Strawberry cheesecake.

Week two
Ohhhhhhhhh! Eiko caaaaaaaaaaaame! ♥ This was what happened. My parents and grandparents came on Sunday (8th February) and we went for lunch at Downtown Café. Just when I was about to finish my food (or maybe I had), I saw JK and he was holding a burger and he placed it into my hands and I saw her following from the back and I totally jumped off the chair, misplaced the burger, ran and hugged her. (T^T) Serious, man. It looks like what you see on TV. Only real stuff.

I neeeeeeeeeeever in my sane mind thought that I'd miss her so much. Let alone doing what I did, like out of reflects. And I cried and everyone around was looking and MY FAMILY WAS THERE TO SEE ME BEHAVE LIKE THAT, OH NOEZ! (T^T) It was only a week plus and ahhhhh... What was that. We got to talk a little and I shared stuff that I've been wanting to tell her ever since the first week only to finish it in another day because I couldn't find the right words and I wanted her to get the exact point that I was trying to express.

The very next day, Eiko and JK came over to HCC before going back down to KL~ *(^▽^)*

The same week, we went jungle trekking at Gunung Jasa.

I really don't know what happened.

Week three
Oh, man! Week three is madness! Long story short, I had to go back to KL on the 13th for my assessment and I did, but I didn't get to do my assessment, it was... *sigh* If you want to know more about it, ask me in person. (T-T) Anyway, I met up with Eiko in the evening and we went out for a drink at night and I managed to finish what I started on Sunday that night, and more. (^-^) I feel like a happy person, really. It's like, there's this swelling joy in you; in me, in this matter. XD And I returned to Cameron the next morning. And Valentine's Day was sad for all who waited. XD I spent it with Jesus. (^-^) It's just such a waste that you weren't up in Cameron. BUTWHITEDAYISNOTSKIPABLE!

The next day, on Sunday was the orang asli mission. WHOA, IT WAS WHOAAAAAAA!!! I feel terrible that I wasn't able to be around to help out with my group's prep. But it went just well and everything just seemed to get into place! 8D The people there are super hospitable! The little they have, they give very generously. It's truly a value to learn from. andtheyhaveastrowhoa Have some pictures~

Hang Jonathan!

Most of the sessions throughout the week were about love, marriage and happily ever after. ♥

Week four
In case you're wondering, I stopped going to the cyber cafe because I got really discouraged not receiving mails and messages from those who I expect would write to me. (;_;) That actually caused me to missed one of Eiko's e-mail that was SOOOOO MEANINGFUL, everyone lose. (T^T)

BUT! SUNDAY WAS EPIC SUNDAY!

Out for a holiday in some foreign country, we are!

And we had aweeeeeeeeesssssssssoooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeee food!

Jess, meeeeeeeeeee, Xie Li, Princess Li Ann~ ♥

Another bunch of us. 8D

Aftermath.

Back to random-foreign-country shot.

And random-foreign-country jumping shot. XD

We saw a huge rainbow on the 26th morning. Rainbow days are A, Z and R days. Loving and missing all three of you.

Week five
Super mission week!

My team, Glasgow was stationed at Desa Aman Gospel Centre (DAGC), Cheras. Guess what! Yi Wang was placed there too~ XD

A lot happened in those five days when we were there and there were a lot for us to do too! XD

"Oh, where is this?!"

KC's twin sisters~

One of this new twins who came that day who I grew close to in the first ten minutes. I might not look like it, BUT I HAVE A WAY WITH CHILDREN. >8D

Presenting to you, The Glasgow Frog Squad!!

We celebrated Joshua and Isaac's birthday on the last night there. Cream-tastic! XD

-Fin 8D

But of course, I didn't even do a quarter of justice to RBS here. If I seriously attempt one, it's going to be soooooooooo loooooooooooong and, long. So I'll just do it on Cy when I'm free. On a random note, my cousins were with me in RBS.

Xiang Jiek, who looks like Kenneth.
Mark, who looks like Sean.
And Nicolas.

My cousins were all there, really! XD

Sorry for being dry. (T-T)

Now you get a full update! 8D Be sure to comment!

2009-03-10T02:59:00.002+08:00

Umm, I think I'm going to take longer to update, so please wait patiently~

I've just finished writing the letter to the school's academic council to ask for permission to do my assessment, and I'm meeting KT later in the afternoon. You know what to do.

Please pray. (T-T)

I will be needing a lot of patience, tolerance and wisdom. TK~